I can't understand why one guy would let another guy stick a dick in his ass, let alone let a black guy do it. But theres lots of things I don't understand about people these days, according to your post you didn't argue with him, just went behind the bushes, (in broad daylight) and let him fuck you two times. You must have liked it cause you said you get fucked by your neighbor, but what was going through your mind when he had you on your back, you looking him in the face, and knowing he had his black dick in your ass?
The nature of the person is what counts, not the color of his dick. I was dicked by an uncle two days after my 18th birthday, I half way concented to it, but hated him afterwards because of the things he said while doing it. There have been others from time to time but only the neighbor for the last year. He doesn't push or demand, and makes no ugly remarks. I was not interested in the black guy sexually, untill he asked. Why he asked I have no idea, maby he felt stud enough to handle it either way. What was going through my mind while he fucked me? The first time not much, only that he was black, bigger than my neighbor in more ways than one, but the end result was the same. When my uncle took me the first time it was on my back and I will never forget the leering looks he gave me, and the things he said. I have never been on my back with anyone else including my neighbor. The black guy never said anything during the first time, then only said turn over on your back. It was not an order or demanded, and because of that I complied. What was going through my mind was the way he got into position over me, the feeling of his dick when he found my hole and penetrated just a little, the feeling of the way he moved his hips forward and then the tingling sensation that went through my entire body as his dick was driven the full length inside me. The feeling of his hard muscluar body and knowing that I was getting fucked for the first time by a black guy, knowing that his dick was just as black as he was but wanting it and likeing it just the same. He was close to me, I could smell the sweat on his shirt, and his sticky sweet body smell. He looked me straight in the eye the short time that it took to finish the job, I saw no leering looks in his eyes, just a small gleam as he finished that said you have been mine. I know my ass is not the first one to be introduced to his dick and won't be the last, but his nature will have me coming back to get better aquainted.
Sounds like you may already be hooked on that black dick, if your not, the next time he comes around you will be. I only gave my ass to whites and almost hated blacks untill one night this black stud changed my mind. He was just testing you the other day, next time you'll know the difference between a dick, and a black dick. And that condom that failed, it never had an end in it to start with, thats what the gleam was in his eyes, because he knew he'd just left his cum in a new mare and would be gone before you found out. When he gets you ready for the dick next time, you won't care weather he uses a condom or not.
It sounds like you may be finding out what us white girls have known for a long time.
I assume the neighbor came over that night and fucked you again. Did it feel kind of loose after taking that black stud?
Yes he came over, about half drunk and horney as hell, all he wanted was some ass, and he got that. The next day I called the window company and ordered one more window, but they said minimun of two. So ok send two and said send the same guy, he done a great job on the last ones. They was glad to hear about a good job so said when do you want them installed? Tuesday next week would ne great, so yesterday morining in drove the same black guy. It was hot so after installing the first one we had a beer and got to talking about the last time, and before long we were behind the hedges again. This time it was much slower than before and also much better, this time I got to see his dick, I knew it felt big the first time, now I know why. When it was over we had another beer and after the next window I got fucked again, it was as good as the first time, but just he was finishing up I heard somebody knocking on the back door, which is just around the corner from where we were, he finished hard and fast, I got dressed, he pulled up his pants and I stepped around the corner, and there was my neighbor. The black guy was picking up tools and the neighbor didn't notice anything, only that I was sweating, well hell yes, it's hot behind these bushes.
You've got problems dude, the neighbor and black guy can take care of the one between your legs, but the one upstairs is another story.
AIDS is knocking at your back door your stupid lowlife fool.