I am still hung up on a guy. We didn't date long. There were lots of issues. I know, I know, I know. But, there it is. I don't know if I loved him, but it sure felt a lot like love if it wasn't. I know that I have never felt so connected to someone, and I could see myself continuing to be with him, something I can't say for anyone else. I know that I sometimes cry during orgasm because I miss him and want to experience those moments only with him. It has been a long time since we've had contact, and I still think about him. A lot. I hate admitting any of this.