Geez, this is really stupid, but I'm regretting something I did, I kinda have to talk about it, and I can't really tell anyone I know.

A couple of weeks ago, an older guy (he's probably 40 or so, I'm 19) offered me money to let him suck my dick. He offered me $500 and I told him to get the hell away from me. He dropped it for the time being but brought it up again later, but offered me $1000 this time. I told him I'm not gay, not interested in guys at all, and I'm not about to take money to let someone suck my dick.

But, truthfully, his offer made me think about how quick and easy it would be to make a lot of money. And I have run up my credit card a lot and don't really know how I'm going to get it paid off.

So, I thought maybe I should tell him I'd do it, but for $2000. I figured he would never agree to that price and so I wouldn't have to worry about it anyway. So I told him, $2000. He didn't even hesitate.

He paid me $2000 and I let him suck my dick. I guess that makes me a gay whore. I'm beating myself up over it, and feel really pretty gross, but I couldn't pass up that kind of money.