I Want To Cum While Being Stuffed With Cock...

im a virgin and no one knows how slutty i actually am.. people have always thought of me as innocent but no one knows how much of a slut i actually am and how obsessed i am with looking at suggestive images and touching myself.. and im a virgin so I've been yearning to feel what it's like to have something thick inside of me.. my fingers are too short for me to reach that sensitive spot inside :(( i really want to be fucked slow, and i want to be edged, i want to cum over and over and i want to be filled.. and every time i squeeze my nipples a little i feel so bothered.. i hate how it feels and it always ended up with me cumming on my fingers.. i get so horny so often with no ways to relieve myself.. i really want to know what it feels like to have someone's tongue playing with my clit, what it's like to have a tongue swirling around my nipple, what it's like to have a thigh to grind on... im so needy :(( and I don't want to have sex until marriage... but it's so hard :(( i want to have sex so much but I'm still waiting for the right person... i want it to be sensual.. but at times i want someone to dominate me and call me a good girl :(( i really need something think in me right now :(( im so wet but I can't touch myself as I'm in public :((( i need to cum..