Husbands Kink, Now He's Gone

My husband wanted to see me with other men, we did it, he says he enjoyed it, always had incredible sex after. He'd even lick their cum from me. Then he wanted to participate and I felt much better about his being involved. The first few were, I guess, pretty standard, they both got sucked by me, both fucked me, even twice doing the DP, with the "guest" in my ass and my husband in my pussy. I have to say THAT hurt! I didn't like it, but eventually I expanded enough to handle it. Then the extra guy and I were sharing my husbands cock with our mouths, I thought that was pretty hot, when my husband did it with me to the guy I was feeling a bit mixed in emotions. He was always very manly to me and now he was losing that a bit. For about 2 years, he would take the opportunity to have the other guy fuck him while I was with them. Usually my husband would go after I'd been fucked by the other guy. Then after my husband had been thoroughly fucked he'd mount me and talk about having the same mans cum in both of us.

It seemed that he was gone more than before, and he was meeting some of the guys on his own. He'd suck them and let them fuck him, then he admitted he was home with a load or two or three of cum in his just fucked ass. He wanted to fuck me while he was loaded and leaking.

A year ago, he left me. He is living as a gay man, a gay bottom man. We still meet sometimes, talk a lot, and he's totally admitting that the original thoughts were so he could get to be the one getting fucked in front of me. He never tried to have sex with me anymore, he is over women I think. He was a great husband, he and I were really comparable, and did well until he discovered his love of cocks. I love cock too but now I'm without one. I really thought I was being kinky for my husband to get off with me. I was wrong and didn't see it for over 4 years.