Victim Sex Follow Up Rain Sex

so he kicks me and drags me through mud and gets six men with the biggest dicks to oral fuck me while I am drunk and hits and kicks me and said "I wanted to make you love me and want it and come back for more and run for your life to never want to return ever again. I am used, and fucked and he refuses to be with me in public as a victim of any sort or assault. To him I am a sexy hot mess shame he wants to dump and bury. my ass bleeds and a few months pass after rugged ruthless roofi sex with his male friends while he watches and He wants me back but I can't find it in me to love him no mores. I find out he is already dead and so I try to move on. I am just a foster kid, a victim and r**e is my name and face. fire is my home and soul. he is gone for ever.