Making The Best Of A Bad Situation

I fell off a tree limb and broke an arm, an ankle and cracked a vertebra. The focus was on the obvious breaks, but no one focused on the cracked vertebra. My neck wasn't restrained and when I was trying to have sex with my wife, with two casts on, I 'fell off' onto the floor and finished breaking my neck, resulting in full body paralysis.

My wife took it badly and after a year she left and filed for divorce. From then on my life went down hill.

I developed a strong dependency on internet sex, became addicted to porn. I had mental orgasms, but nothing physical. Over time I was retrained to use this computer which is voice activated, a friend of mine set it up so I can access websites outside of the control of standard search engines. It felt like I could walk again. Fly actually.

I don't blame any one, certainly not my ex wife, I'm a brain trapped in a dead body. I live on social welfare, have a room in a group home, we have good wifi. My escape is the internet, and I travel to sights I never new existed.

My only advise, don't fall off.

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by Anonymous on Nov 15, 2022 at 12:43 PM

I understand how porn addiction can happen, even in a non paralyzed state I got to prefer porn.

If you really do feel its an addiction rather than a release, try setting up escorts or sex worker what ever they may be called where you are. Many of them don't have issue with "disabled" clients

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by Anonymous on Nov 15, 2022 at 2:45 PM

That's really what I call a tough break !...LMAO.

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