More Than Curious

I been mostly straight arrow all my life with a handful of blowjobs I got at dirty cinemas over the years. But lately with the wife off her sex with maturity I find I'm more curious about m2m sex.
Specifically I have a great curiosity about sucking a mans cock probably to completion.
I especially crave either a functional shemale or CD I guess or otherwise a youngish exotic chap with a Dom streak would be very exciting. Really want to suck some cock and worship his nutsack whilst he's moaning with pleasure and begging for more. Fuck I have to go take a wank.