She Surprised Me

pictures of me. I was wearing her panties and a bra. I like them. They feel natural on me. She called me a perverted SOB. My little penis feels secure in them. My wife says I HAVE no penis. My wife knows my many sins and uses that to control me. My wife "fakes" loving me in front of other when she isn't humiliating me.
Just last night, Sep 23, 2022, my wife humiliated me in front of a friend while we were eating dinner. The man said something a few days ago how i had a nothing penis when he was looking at me. Then something was said about me chatting to a well known public person. He looked at my wife and said aren't you worried about him talking to her? She looked at him and said are you kidding? She sat at the table and laughed and laughed when she indicated to him that I had a miserable little penis and she isn't a bit concerned about me. She showed him using her index finger and thumb. Hard he's that small he asked her? Oh yes, EVEN when he's fully erect. WOW he said looking at me. She laughed saying and looking at me "isn't that right" and stretched out arm and held her fingers of my size of my penis. She says ever hear women talk about some screwed up loser men who has a "clit" for a penis? Yeah he says smiling. Well that HIM! They both laughed at me. She made it seem that I never pleased her and no one would want me. She proceeds to tell him about wearing panties and bras. She also told him that she has pics of me wearing. Is he s sissy he asked her? Yes. He's confided in me once saying he's let men use him as a woman. Did he suck em? Oh yeah and he's swallowed too. My wife sat there just grinning and saying isn't that right? I was stunned. I just sat there stunned not knowing what to do or say. I finally said she fucked on me. He looked at me and said if I were her, I would too. But usually, when we're out, in front of people, the show is on. A loving couple. Once we leave, she turns back into the Alpha telling me to do this or that for her when we get home. I wear invisible hand cuffs. I want her to peg me. I've begged her to. She laughed and says someone has to be straight. I cried. She tells me to go get a man to do that "homosexual thing" to you lil faggot gurl she says. I admit, I am a sissy bottom. I have been since I was young. An older person made me aware of what I was at his house. We were the only ones there. My sitter didn't want to deal with me. He asked if he could take me to his house. He was a friend. He befriended me. Once in his house, he told me to take off my clothes. I did. I liked being naked for him. He liked me naked. I had a stiffie. I sucked him. I swallowed. I liked cum. He put panties on me. I liked them. He got on me and he put his cock in my pussy he called it four times that day. He really liked me. His friends liked me too. But it was my wife who pulled me out of the closet and had it all on her phone.