I Watched My Stepdaughter In The Shower

My wife and I are middle-aged and live together with her 21 year old daughter - my stepdaughter - from her previous relationship. For the last three years our marriage has been more or less sexless and I had to use Internet porn to get any relief. My wife and I still love each other, but we have become distant and although we have spoken about it she and I haven't really been physically intimate for a very long time. I don't know the real reason for that.

This is hard to confess to. For the last two months I have become nearly obssessed with seeing my stepdaughter naked.

Three nights ago my wife came home exhausted from work and fell asleep on the bed, my stepdaughter being in her bedroom. Within half an hour she went to the bathroom where I heard the shower running. Prior to this I had examined the bathroom door and found that it was slightly warped at the top and offered a view into the bathroom directly onto the shower area.

I gave her about two minutes and stood on a chair outside the bathroom door, being as silent as I could. And there she was. Naked in the shower. Her body slim, her dark hair and eyes contrasting against her pale skin. Her breasts were perfect, firm and pointed... and my eyes were always drawn back to the natural dark hair between her legs. It was incredibly exciting. I was nervous as hell, but I could not look away. Eventually nerves got the better of me and I stood down, but I was back within two minutes after I found my wife still fast asleep.

I watched her again for two or three minutes until she finished showering. Her body entranced me as I tried to commit her to memory, my eyes always drawn back between her legs to her most private place. Throughout hr face was entirely neutral and blank - she didn't suspect a single thing. When she turned the shower off I moved away quickly and quietly and went to our other bathroom where I jerked off while thinking about her sweet tits, fine ass and wet hairy c**t.

Then the post-nut clarity set in. I knew what I was doing - it was no accident. I felt such regret and such overwhelming guilt. But my lust was too strong - within an hour I jerked off again, playing the scene of her over in my head again. When I went to bed I was still so turned on I could barely sleep.

I have betrayed them both. In silence and without witnesses I have broken the sanctity and safety of my home through a truly basic lust I feel towards a young woman, who has entirely placed her trust in me for providing a safe place to live. She suspects nothing. My wife suspects nothing. But I have intruded upon her and I will probably do so again.

I'm a foul person.