Nothing Surprises Me Where Sex Is Concerned

This is a confession within a confession and I haven't stopped thinking about it.

I was at my grandparents home the other day, my nana has let me have her car if I will take her our when she needs me too, which to be fair is hardly ever, so I really don't mind at , and she has even put me on her insurance which as a 19 yr old has saved me a fortune plus I'm driving around in a car that's relatively new. So I am very lucky whatever way I look at it.

So I am sat in the back room of my grandparents just looking at my phone waiting for my nan to get ready, she's just fussing around choosing the right shoes, making sure she has all her money off vouchers etc, the normal thing when all of a sudden Grandad walks in and says" what do think Jean, I've still got it, they are for fishing" Grandad Jim had a pair of longjohns on, and wow you could clearly see my grandads package and it looked quite impressive. I felt a little stir between my legs. I haven't got a dad, and only one set of grandparents and they have been brilliant to me, and Grandad Jim being a grandad and a dad all in one but I have never seen anyone look well, how can I put it, so well defined"
My nana said Jim, not in front of Becca. I just carried on looking at my phone. It was the conversation that went on in the kitchen after that had me stirring more and I cant explain why, My grandad said " oh stop fussing if she's anything like our Lucy, she's seen much worse, bloody pregnant at 18 and haven't a clue who the father was, a certain song springs to mind Rita, Sue, Bob too, were having a gangbang..."
" Jim that's enough! " then he went back upstairs and he looked just at fit behind too, they weren't yoga pants but they were doing the same job!

My mum had told me that my dad was a waste of space and believe me we were better off without him, so I knew nothing about him.

My nana was ready now and we drove of into town, I thought what the hell . I will ask her about my , my Nana bless her said look love I really don't know and that's the truth the only one that really knows is your mum, and probably carlys mum...? Wtf Carly was my best mate and her mum knows who my dad is?

After shopping we parked the car up at home in and me and Nana went to our social club for a drink and something to eat.
When I went home, with the aid of a couple ciders, I asked mum. She asked if I had been drinking I said I'd had a couple, mum said to be fair she needed a drink too, so she poured her and me a wine.
Then she said "OK Mum has given me the heads up but to be honest loveI think you are not going to like me after this as I have lied and now it has caught up with me"
She sat there just staring looking down ....
"Truth is I don't know who your dad is, as we were at a rave me and Carlys mum that is , totally out of our heads loved up and it could have been any one. ?"

I asked her to say it again, she said they were out of there heads at a outdoor party and she got fucked my loads of guys, " don't tell Carly that's between her and her mum, besides, she didn't get pregnant.

Then my mum just burst into tears. I asked about the "guy who was a waste of space,?" she said that was Dill who was a controlling twat, who convinced her he knew something about what went on and wanted to marry her but he didn't trust her and was a nightmare.

I was speechless, my mum asked if I was ashamed of her. I said I didn't think I was, I just said I don't what to think, so my dad is out there somewhere?
Yes baby short of asking on the radio "I'f you were at a rave at the New Forest in 2002 and was involved in one of the gangbangs that week, as you might be a father I don't know what I can do.?"

The word Gangbang again done it, I went to my room, found a gangband vid on my phone and frigged my self silly. I Chose a young blonde girl like myself really being used, it was 14mins long, I orgasmed after 2 minutes, with a clear vision on Grandad bulge in my head. What the fuck was happening to me.

That evening I went out with Carly for a drink and told her I knew who my dad was?" Yes Some random raver who was at an illegal rave in the New Forest.? I went on to explain.... Carly said, I thought it was the forest of Dean? So it turns out not only did carly know about it she had a different location? Great, Now it was my turn to cry, I said it's so fucked up, I was conceived during a gangbang! Can you imagine?

Carly said look I know what you are thinking but we had those guys in Ibiza we know nothing about them, and if they had brought some mates to join us, I wouldn't have said no, would you? Then she went on to say if I am honest Becca I'd be up for a gangbangs if nobody knew, I don't catch anything and I don't get up the pregnant...... oh I am so sorry ! Becca but you know what I mean. Well that put me off frigging myself in the pub toilet.After a few more ciders, I told Carly about Grandad Jim's bulge. I don't know why I was surprised by what she said...... " He's really fit your Grandad, our mum really fancied him, she kept the bit about his huge cock to herself though"
I said that I never said huge as I only saw the outline.
" I bet it turned you on though, I bet you went and rubbed your button like in Ibiza..." Carly!" I screamed.
" True then?"
Then things just got weird, Carly said you have until the NewYears Party, to get your Grandads cock out, if not I will guarantee I will . Carly just winked,and then asked if I was going back to hers as her mum was out and we could watch some porn together and have a little play. I was tempted as I was horny as hell but assignments had to be in and I as much I wanted to fuck around I wanted to get my work done.

So there you have it folks, not very explicit, but a confession or two. Both me and my best mate fancy my grandad, my mum had me during the summer of love and now I know that Carlys mum was there too, I am kind of interested in her story !!!. Sorry Carla, although it's exciting to watch and think about Gangbangs, how can you keep it secret today with mobiles, it just won't happen. So more sex definitely, but no gangbangs well not yet