I Married My Wife As A Favor To Her Father

I am in what can only be described as a marriage of convenience. She is 15 years younger, her father asked me to marry her and get her out of Dodge. That was ten years ago. She had run away with an Opus Dei faction and told her father she was going to be a Nun. She's a dependent personality and she totally transferred her dependency to me.

I have a house and I let her have a couple of kids. I realized too late that she should have been a Nun, but too late now. Her religion is first in her mind. I'm afraid I don't live up to her standards, and she isn't going to change me.

I have messed around pretty much since I married her.

I've read of arranged marriages lasting a lifetime. I wouldn't be surprised if she around when I'm old and grey.