Bi-Sexual Male / 49
Becoming Bi Part 2
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Over time, I developed an exhibitionist streak. Not many women seem to want to watch men masturbate, but a hell of a lot of men do. I started watching guys on chaturbate, trying to get them off, encouraging them to cum. Then I signed up as a performer myself, back when you could do it anonymously. I found it difficult at first; either I couldn't stay hard, or I would cum too quickly. Then I discovered dirtyroulette and got better at it. One of the hottest times I had was jerking off with another guy, then cumming about half a load, and licking it up. He about lost his mind with lust. But I've had to give that up; it's too addictive and compulsive. (I am, for certain reasons, hypersexual.)
Lately I've gotten into wearing slutty underwear. Not women's underwear, but men's thongs, g-strings, mesh, and crotchless underwear. My wife doesn't seem to mind.
Sometimes I masturbate for an hour, or even an hour and a half, sometimes two long sessions a night. And sometimes I look at women, and sometimes I look at men, thinking about what it would be like to suck a cock for real (I can still suck myself off, in fact better than ever), or to get fucked, or both at the same time. I love MMF scenarios where the female is dominant, and I really get off on bi encouragement porn. I love watching guys (and girls) cum, but oddly I'm not that into watching men have sex without a woman being involved, and I'm not attracted to trans.
So I have finally accepted that I'm not straight, and not merely curious. I'm out to myself, and to my wife, although I'm not sure she believes it. I want to fuck and be fucked by both sexes, because I am open-minded and have a fierce libido. I don't plan to tell anyone, but I would be honest about it if asked for some reason. Maybe some day I'll lose the other half of my virginity, but I'm not counting on it. And that's OK.
Over time, I developed an exhibitionist streak. Not many women seem to want to watch men masturbate, but a hell of a lot of men do. I started watching guys on chaturbate, trying to get them off, encouraging them to cum. Then I signed up as a performer myself, back when you could do it anonymously. I found it difficult at first; either I couldn't stay hard, or I would cum too quickly. Then I discovered dirtyroulette and got better at it. One of the hottest times I had was jerking off with another guy, then cumming about half a load, and licking it up. He about lost his mind with lust. But I've had to give that up; it's too addictive and compulsive. (I am, for certain reasons, hypersexual.)
Lately I've gotten into wearing slutty underwear. Not women's underwear, but men's thongs, g-strings, mesh, and crotchless underwear. My wife doesn't seem to mind.
Sometimes I masturbate for an hour, or even an hour and a half, sometimes two long sessions a night. And sometimes I look at women, and sometimes I look at men, thinking about what it would be like to suck a cock for real (I can still suck myself off, in fact better than ever), or to get fucked, or both at the same time. I love MMF scenarios where the female is dominant, and I really get off on bi encouragement porn. I love watching guys (and girls) cum, but oddly I'm not that into watching men have sex without a woman being involved, and I'm not attracted to trans.
So I have finally accepted that I'm not straight, and not merely curious. I'm out to myself, and to my wife, although I'm not sure she believes it. I want to fuck and be fucked by both sexes, because I am open-minded and have a fierce libido. I don't plan to tell anyone, but I would be honest about it if asked for some reason. Maybe some day I'll lose the other half of my virginity, but I'm not counting on it. And that's OK.
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