my girlfriend and i have been going out for 6 months and have been having sex for about a year and the sex is good but we wanted to try something different. she suggested we try some kinky spanking stuff. I tried spanking her with my hand and she was into it and if she's happy i'm happy, then she spanked me and she had a soroity paddle that she used, i was over her knee and i was kind of siked, but when she hit it really hurt but i didn't say anything cause i'm the guy, well by the fourth wack i started tearing up, by the 8 wack i was full on crying this was a huge blow to my ego and i want to know if me crying would affect her opinion of me