Satan Made Us Do It

My mother sent me to a church sponsored weekend retreat for young women, 16 year olds in the ninth or tenth grades. There were seven of us. The topic was what Jesus expected of us Christian women. You know, devotion to God, good wives and mothers sort of stuff. Nothing we didn't already know.

We slept in a college dorm, four to a room, in bunkbeds. Being very sexually repressed that closeness started to overtake us. Laying around topless, using an instamatic camera we took pictures showing of our tits. And pictures of girls groping girls. It was hot, and soon I was face down between the legs of one of the girls, my fingers pulling her panties off. I took my first full breath with my face in her soft pubes before running my tongue inside her pussy lips.

My first pussy. And advertising to the other girls to go for it. Fully nude, we went from girl to girl, taking turns at this new erotic feeling overwhelming us. After that it was a wild orgy, the camera long forgotten. No thoughts were given to God's commandments, to being wives and mothers. Satan had us in his grip and we were unstoppable. When it was over, wet and sweaty, hair undone, the two bottom bunks stripped of bedclothes, I took a few more pictures, full bodies, tits and pussies, and the reflection of lust on our faces.

We returned to our normal life, our retreat experience a secret amongst us, The only evidence my instamatic camera. The film stored in its canister, in the fridge for the next fifteen years until I dared to have it developed. Most were bad, not worth keeping, but seven were quite clear and we've kept them all these years.

when we got together after the pictures were developed the decision was made for me to keep them. They are in a sealed envelope with the following words penciled on the envelope, 1978 retreat. The envelope is in a folder. the folder in a drawer. The one piece of evidence of the night Satan took our hands and led us into sin.