My Sissy Obsession And I’m Married

Just off the phone with my wife visiting her daughter in Chicago. She kept telling me I seem distracted as we spoke, I apologized and said I was trying to put away laundry and clean our home. She thanked me and said it was sweet of me. In reality I was finishing up my eye makeup and touching up my lipstick seared at her vanity. I am a sissy and a slut. After we hung up, I stood up and admired myself in her tri-mirror. My purple satin skirt and black lace and satin onesie looked so sexy set off against my black lace stockings and 4” ankle cuff high heels, oh so sexy! Long blonde curly hair falling so pretty with big loose curls. I adjusted my 38 DD boobies and bra and set my pretty black satin and lace thong perfectly. Grab my purse and pink VS tote for extra things and other girly items and head out to the garage to jump in my car to go out as Danielle. I’ve been her since I was a preschooler addicted to my mommy’s and my two older sisters femininity and their clothes. I loved their holiday dresses and stockings not to mention their colorful lacy slips and panties. Ever since I can remember, I would not miss a chance to wear their clothing and did all the way up to them moving out. When I used to help my mommy with household chores, I fell in love with her pretty and sexy panties, bras and other lingerie, stockings and her garter belts. I would love wearing her pretty satin and lace trimmed panties under my own clothes. She caught me a few times when I was preschool and kindergarten age, she asked me why I liked wearing her panties and I would cry and say I’m sorry that I like wearing her panties. She would hug me and tell me it’s not ok for boys to dress up and wear pretty girly things. As I grew up, she would ask me if I still wear her lingerie or my sisters lingerie, I would always blush and say no. Most of the time when asked I was. Now it’s many years later and I still love being a sissy faggot. My wife would never understand my needs and desires to dress up and be passable as a women and meet up with my lover of 5 and a half years. We met at an adult book store, he came up behind me while talking to another man and asked if I liked black men. I turned, saw this 6’5” tall and big and strong sexy young African American man eyeing me up and down. I smiled, bit my lip and said l do now! What a lover! He took me in a booth and I totally submitted to him. He had me a couple of times in the booth and later on a big padded table while many watched him take charge and fuck me like no other man has before him. Tonight we are meeting up at gay bar in the next town over for drinks and dancing, then back to my home for the night. He knows I’m married and so is he, his wife is a nurse and works overnight. Sitting in my car with giddy sexual excitement checking hair and makeup before pulling out. My wife and I have an average sex life, she is very vanilla. I love kink and being a submissive slut for men, more especially very g*fted black men. My man has a very thick 9.5 inch penis. He came fuck me over and over for hours and cum 4 or 5 times in a night and be kinky as well. He loves tying me up and spanking me, he loves to make me give him blowjobs in public where getting caught is inevitable, not to mention fucking me in alleys or public places. Last month he fucked me in the bathroom of a public park. When he forced me in to the men’s room, there was a man in a stahl and he pushed me in to the last one and bent me over, pushed up my skirt and yanked my panties down and fucked me hard and loudly. He turned me around and forced me up against the stahl door and locked eyes with another man watching me getting my brains fucked out and watch me take his load deep inside me, then watch me turn around after he pulled out of me and suck his cock clean. When we exited the stahl, I smiled and said I liked him watching my boyfriend fuck me, it made my orgasm so amazing. I stopped at the mirror checked my outfit and we walked out to his car and left. My wife would die if someone saw us having sex left alone getting caught often being a white sissy girl sucking a big thick black cock. I love sucking his cock, I love spreading my legs or being bent over anytime anywhere by him and willingly be his cumdump bitch. I love dressing up for him, to arouse him and be his bitch. I do have a couple of other boyfriends that I meet up with and be there cock n cum whore too, but they are as big and thick as my Roderick. Can’t wait to get home so he can push me down on my bed, spread my legs and fuck me hard and rough in the bed where my wife and I sleep. I can’t wait to feel his cock fill my sissypussy with load after load of his hot cum.