My First Blowjob

So, this took place a few years ago, when I was 17 y.o. I still lived my parents, went to high school and I was a bit of a social outcast. I was a pretty big guy (still am), glasses, liked to read - pretty much your stereotypical nerd with very few friends. One weekend, no idea if it was friday or saturday evening, my aunt was coming over to our place to hang out with my parents, have dinner and get hammered like they always do when they're together. This is pretty common, my aunt lives about 20 minutes away from my parents, so one of us is visiting the others place a few times a month or so.

The evening was pretty normal, as I said, dinner, my parents and aunt are drinking a ton of wine, I sit there and eat but don't really participate in the conversation and after I'm done I go back to my room. A few hours later, I'm sitting at my computer and there's a knock on my door and my aunt came into my room. She's pretty noticeably hammered at that point. She takes a seat on my bed right next to where I'm sitting starts talking to me, asking questions about my every day life, school, what I do with my friends - everyday chitchat. We talked about this for a bit and she starts asking me about girls - am I seeing anyone, do I have a girlfriend, that kind of thing. I've never been close to having a girlfriend at this point of my life, I was nervous just to go up and talk to girls in school, so I tell her 'no, I don't have a girlfriend, I'm not dating anyone' etc. She gives me the usual "I can't believe that, a handsome guy like you must drive the girls crazy"-talk that you get from your mom and grandma.
The next thing she said hit me like a ton of bricks, though.
"If I were in your school, I would have let you fuck me".

After that, I was completely stunned, I had no idea what to say, so I just sat there in complete silence, blushing. She didn't seem to care, maybe she was too drunk to notice, maybe she didn't care, but she went on talking and asking questions and they got more and more personal. Questions like "Am I a virgin", "Have I ever had sex with a girl", "Have I had sex with a guy", "Did I watch porn". While talking, her hand had started itching over to my thigh, stroking it and getting closer to my inner thigh. I was incredibly uncomfortable, but at the same time, talking to my aunt like this had made me hornier than I think I had ever been.

She finally asks "Have you ever gotten a blowjob before?" and at this point her hand is softly rubbing my cock on the outside of my jeans. When I tell he no, she follows it up with "Well, do you want one?". I can barely breathe anymore, let alone speak and I can still feel her massaging my erection on the outside of my jeans which feels amazing. When I don't reply she stands up, removes her top, unbuttons my jeans and takes out my cock. It's not big by any measure, but it's rock hard at this point and she starts stroking it. She smiles at me, gets down on her knees, opens her mouth and starts sucking.

I'm in absolute heaven now, as I watch in disbelief how my aunts head is bobbing up and down slowly on my cock. I place one hand on her head like I've seen in porn and i put one hand inside her brah and starts feeling her tits. She reaches around her back, unclasps the brah and removes it so I can reach her tits better, all while never removing my dick from her mouth. It doesn't take long, maybe 3-4 minutes before I start cumming in her mouth. She doesn't pull back, she takes it in her mouth, swallows it and asks me if I liked it. One minute later her top is back on, and she leaves my room to get back to my parents.

After this, the image of my aunt sucking me off was all I could think about. 2 or 3 weeks later when my mom told me that my aunt was coming over for dinner again, getting my dick sucked again was all I could think about, maybe I could even get to fuck her this time? During the evening when my parents were taking care of the food I finally got some alone time with her, I was talking to her and tried to insinuate that maybe we could hang out just her and me sometime? She knew what I was going for, but her reaction was anything but happy. She looked at me with a bit of a pitty in her expression and said something like "Honey, no, that was a one time thing. Your dad asked me to do that to make sure that you're not gay".

Not really what I had been hoping for, tbh and I've drawn the conclusion that my parents are assholes. But at least I got something for it. I don't really talk to my aunt any more and when she came over while I was living at home I made sure to be somewhere else.