My Experiences Giving Head As A Guy

I’ve never told anyone this in my life. When I was about eight or nine years old, I had a group of friends that I would hang out with. One of my friends had an older brother who was probably four years older than us. His name was Dave. I don’t remember how this came about but Dave would suck our dicks. I remember we would go individually with him into the garage at my house and he would suck our dicks. I remember and felt so good. While I was in there with Dave, he told me that if I wanted him to keep sucking my dick that I was going to have to suck his too. I remember thinking that it felt so good I was willing to suck his in order to keep him making me feel so good. I remember he pulled his dick out and it was hard, it was a lot bigger than mine. I guess he had already gone through puberty and looking back I realize that his dick was probably full grown. I remember putting it into my mouth and sucking on the tip of it. I knew what to do because he had sucked my dick a few times and I knew what felt good to me so I did that to him. I remember gagging on it and telling him that I had to stop. But I wanted him to suck mine so I kept going even after gagging. I don’t ever remember him cumming in my mouth or him coming at all, I also don’t remember having an orgasm myself, I just remember that it felt so good and I wanted him to keep sucking it. Looking back, I think Dave must’ve been gay and we just didn’t realize it by or even know what that was. We were so young. it seems like there were three or four of us that he would suck. Looking back I don’t remember the other guys seeming to me as drawn to it as me, I just remember it being the best sensation I have ever felt in my life and wanted it as long as he would do it. At some point after that, I don’t remember how long, I talked my younger brother into he and I sucking each other’s dicks. my brother was several years younger than me and we would experiment sexually. I remember basically doing the same thing to my brother I have one of his friends that Dave had done to us. I think it was at this point that I think I might have begun to began to enjoy sucking dicks. I remember that I would suck their dicks until it would “tickle“ and they would pull it out of my mouth. I realized when I got older that they were having an orgasm but weren’t old enough to have sperm come out. I think I only did it with my brothers friends once or twice. I was probably nine or ten I guess. They would have been probably seven or eight. My brother and I continued to suck each other‘s dicks on a regular basis. As we got older we started having orgasms with cum. I also remember being obsessed with masturbation, I would masturbate at least once a day but usually more than that. Sometimes I would lay in bed at night and masturbate two or three times in a row. I also remember finding Penthouse and Hustler magazines on the side of the road and we would take them off into the woods and masturbate while looking at the pictures. As I got older and I would suck my brothers dick and I wouldn’t ask him to reciprocate, I enjoyed giving him head. It was a turn on to suck him off and I remember admitting to him that I just enjoyed sucking dick and he didn’t have to suck mine, I just wanted to make him feel good and make him cum. I think it was a bath this time that I started swallowing his load. All this time I was obsessed with the girls and looking at all the pornography I can find but I enjoyed sucking his hard dick. He would never turn me down when I would want to suck his dick. He was a horny teenager and having a mouth around his dick was very convenient for him. He always had a release for his sexual tension. As we got older I continued to suck his dick whenever we had the chance. I was still a virgin, at least in the sense of getting pussy. I stayed a virgin until I met the woman who is now my wife. I was 22 years old when I finally lost my virginity. She had been a slut and was always the entertainment at parties. So I really enjoyed fucking her once we got together, I convinced her to suck my brothers dick not long after we got together. I told her I wanted to watch her suck another guy‘s dick, that it would turn me on to watch her give head. The first time she did it, I ended up fucking her doggy style while she sucked off my brother. My brother would spend the night sometimes at our house and he and I would both fuck her. If she wasn’t in the mood, which was rare, I would wait until she went to bed and then I would go into his room and suck his dick and then slip back into bed with my wife. She never had any idea that we were both sucking his dick. My brother ended up getting married and that stopped me from sucking his dick anymore. After that it just became a fantasy, I would think about giving head but never follow through with it until I was in my mid 40s and I started sneaking over to an adult video arcade on my lunch hour. I found that if you go into the booths and leave the door unlocked you could sit down and masturbate while you watch The videos and usually some guy would stick his head in the door and if you indicated that it was OK he would come in and suck your dick. I don’t know how many blowjobs I got that way. After getting my dick sucked that way for two or three months I began to get the urge to suck a dick and one day it just worked out. A guy walked into the booth where I was masturbating and stuff beside me. He pulled out his dick and started to masturbate. He was stand right next to me and his dick was about a foot away from my head. I knew that he wanted me to suck his dick. I found myself really wanting to feel it in my mouth. It’s just happen naturally. I leaned my head toward his dick and started sucking him. It really felt great to be giving head again after all those years. I sucked his dick until I felt his body began to tense up and I knew that he was getting close to having an orgasm. That made me double down on my efforts. As he was about to orgasm he said “I’m gonna cum“ and I let him know it was OK to come in my mouth by my continued sucking. I wanted him to come in my mouth. I wanted to feel his dick pulsating as he contracted and shot sperm out of the end of his pulsating cock. I sucked his dick until he blew his complete load in my mouth. I love the feel of his sperm filling my mouth, knowing that I had sucked him until I brought him that much pleasure. I continued sucking as he orgasmed until every drop of it had been drained from his balls into my mouth. I then turned and spit it out on the floor and he put his dick back in his pants and said thank you and walked out. There was something really erotic about him thanking me for sucking his dick. There was also something very erotic about sucking a total strangers dick and sharing that pleasure with him. Knowing that I would never see him again but that I had made him feel so good that he had an orgasm in my mouth. As soon as he walked out I ended up locking the door and masturbated thinking about his hard penis in my mouth. After I shot my load on the floor, I zipped up my pants and left. That was the only other time I had sucked dick except for my brothers and those other guys when we were kids. Sitting here writing about sucking dick makes me want to suck one right now. As I think about it it doesn’t matter, I would suck any dick that was hard and in front of me.
So I guess I am bisexual?