Losing My Virginity Way Late In Life

I knew from a young age that I was gay. But back then no one would say they were. I’m sure guys in my school had tried dick but I never did in fear that my parents would find out.

As a teenager I used to jerk off to thoughts of seeing guys showering in the locker room. Lots of hairy cock back then. Then when I graduated high school and went to college I still was too shy to find a guy to have sex with. I kept my sexually hidden.

Then I just kinda got so busy with work. I guess I just didnt ever make sex a priority. I was just so used to masturbating once or twice a day. That kept me satisfied.

But then in my late 40s I was visiting my mom one weekend. Out of no where she asks why I never meet anyone. I just told her I was busy with work. Then out of the blue she said Martin I’ve known you’ve been gay for years. Its no big deal to me. That totally surprised me! I asked how did you know? So my mom said I’ve just known since you’ve been a teenager. Then she said when you moved out in your late 20s I found a vhs tape with gay porn in a tub full of underwear in your room.

I had wondered were I left that tape. Oops! So then I just told my mom I’m still a virgin. The only thing she said is you should go out and enjoy sex. If not you’ll fully regret it. A few years later my mom passed away.

Then last Christmas I was back at my parents house just to check up on it. I decided to check Grindr. I need up fucking some 34 year old. Boy had I been missing out! Fucking an ass felt so great. No idea why I wait so long to try it. I’m sad I didn’t have sex in my 20s 30s or 40s.

Then a month ago I bottomed for the first time. That was a new feeling for sure