Straight Female / 59
So Many Wasted Years
This may sound unbelievable, but I assure you all it is the truth.
I married my highschool sweetheart, he took my virginity on our wedding night. He was the only person I ever had sex with. Unfortunately he died from complications after contracting covid about 2 years ago now.
It was very difficult to get over his passing. He was my soulmate and I still miss him every day. After a year or so my friends kept telling me to get out and meet someone new, blah blah blah... Then last Halloween my best friend had a Halloween party, I always have loved getting dressed up on Halloween anyhow and decided to go. What I didn't know is that she had also invited one of the nicest and sexiest men I've ever met. Charles is a few years younger, very successful and a widower. Anyhow we hit it off well that night and exchanged numbers. We went out a few times and eventually one thing led to another and we ended up having sex. For the first time in my life I experienced oral sex.y husband and I never had oral sex either way. I'd never sucked him and he'd never licked me. Charles seems to love doing it which I quite honestly can't get enough of.
At my old age I crave sex like I never have before. I never had orgasms like I do with Charles. The first time he went down on me I wasn't sure what he was doing and even tried to stop him. But he was persistent and am I ever glad he was. This has been going on now for a few weeks and it's all I think about. I love when he licks me and uses his fingers in me. I had my first squirting orgasm ever and he loves it so he just makes me squirt in his mouth every time we have sex. I gladly give him what he wants and I make sure to drink lots of water before he comes over.
I am learning how to suck him too since it wouldn't be fair to not return the favor. I'm still not that good at it and he insists that it's not necessary. But I actually like doing it. I'm working on my gag reflex because I want to be able to deep throat him. I chew gun a Lott now too so I can strengthening my jaw so it doesn't get do tired sucking him. I want to make him cum in my mouth and I'll swallow. I think I'll like that too.
When I told my best friend about getting oral for the first time she about fell out of her chair. I said you can't miss what you never had, but I surely plan on making up for lost time. I even started shaving down there since Charles said he could do so much better if I did. How long do you think it took me to clear the dining area as he calls it? Right, about 5 minutes.
I do miss my husband in all honesty. But the last few weeks have been wonderful. I really enjoy Charles' company outside the bedroom but all I can think of is him licking me. I hope this lasts for a long long time!
I married my highschool sweetheart, he took my virginity on our wedding night. He was the only person I ever had sex with. Unfortunately he died from complications after contracting covid about 2 years ago now.
It was very difficult to get over his passing. He was my soulmate and I still miss him every day. After a year or so my friends kept telling me to get out and meet someone new, blah blah blah... Then last Halloween my best friend had a Halloween party, I always have loved getting dressed up on Halloween anyhow and decided to go. What I didn't know is that she had also invited one of the nicest and sexiest men I've ever met. Charles is a few years younger, very successful and a widower. Anyhow we hit it off well that night and exchanged numbers. We went out a few times and eventually one thing led to another and we ended up having sex. For the first time in my life I experienced oral sex.y husband and I never had oral sex either way. I'd never sucked him and he'd never licked me. Charles seems to love doing it which I quite honestly can't get enough of.
At my old age I crave sex like I never have before. I never had orgasms like I do with Charles. The first time he went down on me I wasn't sure what he was doing and even tried to stop him. But he was persistent and am I ever glad he was. This has been going on now for a few weeks and it's all I think about. I love when he licks me and uses his fingers in me. I had my first squirting orgasm ever and he loves it so he just makes me squirt in his mouth every time we have sex. I gladly give him what he wants and I make sure to drink lots of water before he comes over.
I am learning how to suck him too since it wouldn't be fair to not return the favor. I'm still not that good at it and he insists that it's not necessary. But I actually like doing it. I'm working on my gag reflex because I want to be able to deep throat him. I chew gun a Lott now too so I can strengthening my jaw so it doesn't get do tired sucking him. I want to make him cum in my mouth and I'll swallow. I think I'll like that too.
When I told my best friend about getting oral for the first time she about fell out of her chair. I said you can't miss what you never had, but I surely plan on making up for lost time. I even started shaving down there since Charles said he could do so much better if I did. How long do you think it took me to clear the dining area as he calls it? Right, about 5 minutes.
I do miss my husband in all honesty. But the last few weeks have been wonderful. I really enjoy Charles' company outside the bedroom but all I can think of is him licking me. I hope this lasts for a long long time!
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