It was two years ago that it started. It was mostly a dare when I agreed to write my deepest darkest naughty secrets for Tyler. Tyler lived in Maine and I met him on vacation but we were calling each other and E-mailing each other. one thing I told him was that when I get really excited sexually that I lose all my normal inhibitions and that I'm pretty much game for any thing with in reason. One day when he called he asked me "if I ever did myself" and I told him that i did. he told me that I should call him sometime when I was doing it to myself. I said "No way!" but I didn't forget what he said. The seed was planted and later that week when I decided to give myself some personal recreation the thought of calling him came to my mind. I dialed his cell 3x and hung up and then I didn't hang up. I told him what I was doing. He asked me how I was doing it and I told him about it. It was totally weird but exhilarating to have an orgasm over the phone with him listening.
It got to be a fun game for me and for him too. He pretty much liked that I would call him on Saturday nights and that we would listen to eachother, which made it seem like it wasn't solitary at all.
Last Christmas we both asked our parents for video cameras for our computers that's when things really began to get going. He got to know me so well and then one day he waited until I was really getting going and then asked me if his friend could watch too? I don't know why but I said ok. Later it went from just one friend to more that one friend. It got so that they would tell me things they wanted me to do to myself, mostly they liked to see me put things in my vagina and in my anus, hot dogs, bananas, carrots. Once I even put a jalapino in my anus but never again. I couldn't get it back out and that pretty much ended things for that night.
Then came last summer and my trip back to Maine. It wasn't long and Tyler and I were back together. Tyler knew me so well and he set things up without me knowing what was happening. One day I told my parents that I was going to the beach, which was pretty much how I spent my days but instead of the beach we hiked over to his dads cabin. What he did was to get me to touch myself through my shorts, then to put my hand down my shorts. Pretty soon I was totally intoxicated with the desire from it. He asked me to take my top off and I did and then my shorts came off. He watched me massaging myself for a while and then he said that he had some friends that were just down the road and that he could call them so they could watch, then he put his hand on mine and helped me massage myself. I said ok and then he called them on his cell.
It was a lot different in the cabin when those guys came in then it was over the computer. I felt excited and scared and embarrassed all at the same time. The computer seemed more unreal but this was for real. Tyler kept his hand on mine rubbing me as he talked to them. Two of the guys I remembered but two of them I never saw before, they were older and a little bit scary to me. At first they watched but then they took turns touching me for themselves, their fingers went in and out and in again. I liked their probing exploring fingers doing things to me. Then hey went to the fridge and found hotdogs and then a polish sausage. I got on my hands and knees so they could get to their targets easier. The weirdest thing was the eggs. They liked seeing them go in and disappear and then come out and break on the floor.
Tyler offered me to get screwed or to suck on their willies. I didn't say a word. I just kept that position. There were the 5 guys but 2 of them were too shy or something. From seeing the clock, I got myself screwed and sucked willies from 1:20 till 1:45pm. There was a big mirror that they took down from the wall so they could watch themselves screwing me. I saw what they saw. It seemed so strange to me. I remember thinking, "How can that be me?" "How can I be naked like that and getting screwed by guys I don't really even know?"
When it was over it was over. I actually came to my senses. I haven't talked to Tyler since the vacation and I really don't want to either. someday I'll probably get married but this is one secret that no one will know about.
It got to be a fun game for me and for him too. He pretty much liked that I would call him on Saturday nights and that we would listen to eachother, which made it seem like it wasn't solitary at all.
Last Christmas we both asked our parents for video cameras for our computers that's when things really began to get going. He got to know me so well and then one day he waited until I was really getting going and then asked me if his friend could watch too? I don't know why but I said ok. Later it went from just one friend to more that one friend. It got so that they would tell me things they wanted me to do to myself, mostly they liked to see me put things in my vagina and in my anus, hot dogs, bananas, carrots. Once I even put a jalapino in my anus but never again. I couldn't get it back out and that pretty much ended things for that night.
Then came last summer and my trip back to Maine. It wasn't long and Tyler and I were back together. Tyler knew me so well and he set things up without me knowing what was happening. One day I told my parents that I was going to the beach, which was pretty much how I spent my days but instead of the beach we hiked over to his dads cabin. What he did was to get me to touch myself through my shorts, then to put my hand down my shorts. Pretty soon I was totally intoxicated with the desire from it. He asked me to take my top off and I did and then my shorts came off. He watched me massaging myself for a while and then he said that he had some friends that were just down the road and that he could call them so they could watch, then he put his hand on mine and helped me massage myself. I said ok and then he called them on his cell.
It was a lot different in the cabin when those guys came in then it was over the computer. I felt excited and scared and embarrassed all at the same time. The computer seemed more unreal but this was for real. Tyler kept his hand on mine rubbing me as he talked to them. Two of the guys I remembered but two of them I never saw before, they were older and a little bit scary to me. At first they watched but then they took turns touching me for themselves, their fingers went in and out and in again. I liked their probing exploring fingers doing things to me. Then hey went to the fridge and found hotdogs and then a polish sausage. I got on my hands and knees so they could get to their targets easier. The weirdest thing was the eggs. They liked seeing them go in and disappear and then come out and break on the floor.
Tyler offered me to get screwed or to suck on their willies. I didn't say a word. I just kept that position. There were the 5 guys but 2 of them were too shy or something. From seeing the clock, I got myself screwed and sucked willies from 1:20 till 1:45pm. There was a big mirror that they took down from the wall so they could watch themselves screwing me. I saw what they saw. It seemed so strange to me. I remember thinking, "How can that be me?" "How can I be naked like that and getting screwed by guys I don't really even know?"
When it was over it was over. I actually came to my senses. I haven't talked to Tyler since the vacation and I really don't want to either. someday I'll probably get married but this is one secret that no one will know about.
