Brothers Friend

A couple nights ago my brother had a little holiday get together with his buds. One of these buds was a guy who I used to get so fucking horney for but he never knew until I told him that night. Now i was probably 15 and he was 21 at the time and when he woukd come over I would flirt a little bit with him and then mostly just watch him and stare and yes it was obvious and embarrassing sometimes when my brother would be like, what the fuck are you starting at? Anyways there were a couple of times that I brushed myself up against him just so I could feel his dick on me, it was hot, another time during summer I remember he came over after school and wasn't wearing any underwear under his gym shorts because you could see his package by the way the light was shinning and another time he wasn't wearing under he was sitting on the steps in the backyard and i could fully see his cock hanging out his shorts. Both of those times I finger banged myself so hard I jizz ike a fountain. I use to have these dreams where there were multiples of him and everyhole I had was filled stuffed with his cock. Vivid dreams of me sucking his thick cock or telling him to drill my ass just some sweet sweet dreams. My girl friends would tell him that I had a huge crush on him but he never really took it to seriously he would just say yeah yeah i know and continue on with whatever he was doing. I told him all of this and how I felt about him at the holiday party and he just stood there in shock didn't really know what to say. He was there with his wife and 2 kids and I was there with my husband. We both made some small talk after that then went home.