I know sex is supposed to be personal but when I got sexually excited I started to dream of it and that's what I would think about when I masturbated. One day my boyfriend and I told eachother our fantasies and so I told him everything.
The next time we had sex he started tempting me saying that he could get someone to watch us. He said he could tie me up and gag me and put a silk blind fold over me that I could see through so that the person who would come to watch wouldn't know that I knew he was there.
That time I said no but I kept thinking about it and the next time he tempted me I asked him who it would be and he said it would be his best friend. I ended up saying yes and so I let him tie me up.
My boyfriend called Chad up and said that I was over his house and that he had me tied up gagged and blindfolded and that if he came over quietly he could watch him screw me.
Waiting was so scary and so exciting to me. When I heard him come I instinctively tried to cover myself but I couldn't since I was tied up.
He came in and saw everything. That was the start of it. I got totally addicted to the scary thrill feeling.
I talked to my boyfriend about switching roles and that I could tie him and some of my friends could watch me do him but he didn't want to but he said he liked to do me in front of his friends so it was perfect.
Then one day my boyfriend tempted me even more and said that he could start letting his friends switch places with him and they would think that I didn't know about the switching and that I would think it was still my boyfriend doing me but instead it would be them.
I was tempted and ended up giving in and so I started getting fucked by him and his friends. It seemed perfect for everyone.
Then one day he invited a new friend. I was totally shocked when I saw who it was. It was a guy that I couldn't stand from back in my Jr. High days. I was there tied up naked laying over the weight bench and he was smiling a not nice smile.
He fucked me. He did it for so long and so hard. That never could have happened if I hadn't put myself in that situation. The whole time he was on me I felt humiliated and repulsed to think that he was having me like that.
That was the last time. I totally lost that fantasy forever. If I see him somewhere I'll just act totally ignorant and hope that he does the same.


