First Time Gay Sex

I've fantasized about sex with a guy most of my life. I've been mostly straight, married for a long while, never lost the desire to try sex with a man. Been divorced a few years, dated a few girls but can't stop thinking about cock. I watch gay porn, jack off and suck on one of my many dildos or fuck myself. Until recently I've never gotten the nerve to go all the way. I've gone to a local gay bar a few times, even though it's a gay bar there are straight girls and guys there too, most times I'm uncomfortable and just leave before I make a connection.
But the desire over took my fear and one night I stayed. I made eye contact with a guy, attractive, medium build, about my height. We kept looking at each other and he came over. We talked a few minutes, he asked if I come there often and I admitted I usually leave. He asked why I stayed that night and I said I really wanted to meet someone. We then started talking about what we were looking for. I didn't admit this was my first time. I'll cut to the chase, I invited him to my place, told him I wanted to have sex, I told him I was an oral bottom, and was not normally this forward but I was incredibly horny. He said he was a top only but enjoyed oral but giving and receiving, and he was horny too.
Back at my place we went outside on my back deck, I have speakers out there and put on some music and grabbed us both a beer. I gave him his and sat down on the bench across from him.
I'm not sure what I expected but he wasted no time, he walked over to me, sat down next to me and kissed me. Full on open mouth kiss, his tongue in my mouth in seconds. I hadn't thought much about kissing, but it was nice. I started getting hard. The kissing continued, passionately with lots of tongue, his hands started to run over my body, so I did the same. I started to unbutton his shirt and tease his nipples, he pushed my head down to his chest and I began sucking his nipples and running my hands up and down his chest, I run my hand across his cock repeatedly through his jeans, he's hard! We kiss some more and he starts unbuckling his belt, I help him my nervousness gone and now completely turned on.
We get his pants open and expose a nice cock, bigger than my 6 inches with a thick head. It;s a beautiful cock, I start to stroke it as we kiss, he pushes my head down and I open my mouth and take him in. It feels incredible, his cock is warm, the head is soft and glides across my tongue. At first I just work the head, slowly take more into my mouth. It feels natural, my practice on a dildo has helped, I don't gag at all but it did take a few minutes to get a rhythm going and to keep my teeth from grazing him. Going slightly into my throat over and over produced alot of thick saliva and I lubed his cock up good with it. I used my hands to jack him off as I sucked him and soon had a perfect stroke going using my hand as an extension of my mouth and taking him almost all the way in, he was breathing heavy, lightly moaning and encouraging me saying things like that's good, oh yeah, he kept getting harder, his breathing quickening, he was starting to lightly buck into my mouth, I knew he was getting close when he said I'm going to cum in your mouth, within seconds he exploded filling my mouth with hot cum. The first shot was more than I could swallow and some ran out of my mouth, the following 4 or 5 pulses were smaller amounts and I swallowed it all. I continued to work him till he was soft.
I asked him inside. We went to my room, both of us undressed and continued kissing. He kept taking my cock into his mouth but I told him I didn't want to cum until he'd topped me. I opened my nightstand and got out some lube and a condom. we kissed, he sucked me some keeping me hard and fingered my ass with lube. I stroked him and sucked him until he was hard. Once I had him rigid hard I asked him to please fuck me, he got behind me, put on the condom and lubed his cock, I waited with nervous excitement. Then I felt his hand opening my ass cheek and the latex between my cheeks, soon his fat cockhead was at my asshole, he slowly pushed in. Again my dildo play had prepared me well as he slid right in, slow stokes until he was all in. I felt very full, very feminine, and the feel of his hands on my hips holding me as he started fucking me was incredible. I was enjoying being fucked more than I ever could have imagined. He was incredibly hard and had impressive stamina, I was fucked for at least 15 minutes! I took it from behind most of that until he pulled out and told me to roll over on my back. He put my legs around his waist and entered me again missionary, he squirted some lube on my cock and told me to stroke myself, he wanted me to cum while he was inside me. I started stroking my cock and he began to fuck me slowly with long deep strokes, face to face we kissed as I was fucked. I stroked my cock until I came, with my orgasm building he picked up pace until he was slamming into me and cumming!