I'm A Christmas Whore

As I watched my children opening their presents from Santa today, what I had done hit me. I'm a Christmas whore!!!

My husband died unexpectedly 3 years ago, since then it's been me and my 3 children scraped by, but making it. We haven't had anything extra, or very little, for birthdays or Christmas. I couldn't see their disappointed faces again this year, so I started selling myself at local bars. I'm a cheap whore, but it gave me enough to get a few things for birthdays, and put some away for Christmas.

Today, seeing their faces, I thought it would all be worth while, and it was, but after seeing the shambles of the paper, ribbon, and boxes strewn across the floor, it hit me, I'm a whore. A whore to pay for Christmas.

I told the kids "mommy is crying from joy seeing you enjoy Christmas again."

But I'm in my room, crying while answering texts for more meets.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 25, 2022 at 4:34 PM

I feel so bad for you. You’re just trying to provide for your kids. I don’t know who you are or where you are, but I wish I could help you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2022 at 2:31 AM

As a single parent, trying to make ends meet is tough. If you truly are doing this to ensure your children have what is needed and, yes, maybe a little extra, I do not see a problem with you doing it. Be safe about it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2022 at 5:09 AM

I wish I could provide for you a secure homestead. My heart aches to hear of your tears.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2022 at 6:41 AM

How many cocks did you suck to get Jimmy that new PlayStation ?

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luv2licku

by luv2licku on Dec 26, 2022 at 8:44 AM

You love your kids and you did the right thing for your little family. And you probably made the guys you were with very happy.

You have my total respect and no one is entitled to judge you.

God bless and be at peace with yourself.

You are a great Mommy.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2022 at 12:39 PM

I agree with luv2licku, you only did what you had to. We all do. Men and women. Everyday for that dollar. Stop beating yourself up over it. I wish some woman call me with and offer to help me cum and pay me. Shhhh#"*"&#t

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2022 at 7:22 PM

Tina,

Is there any aspect of the sex you enjoy? Say the "no-strings" aspect or the variety of cock sizes and colors or the skills some of the men bring to the table along with their wallets?

Is your depression and shame linked to the sex itself or is it hooked to the fear that you'll be found out and embarrassed by family or friends? Alternatively, is it just guilt over not having a better job and access to more money? As a long time friend who was raised in poverty once informed me, "Being poor is inconvenient and usually temporary. It's not something to be ashamed of."

So, throttle back and do what you can with what you have, keep playing the odds and blowing guys who don't know you and your kids, or find another income stream that doesn't involve spreading your thighs for random horny men.

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