My First Experiences Were With Guys I Met Online

When I was younger I was pretty socially awkward and was using these apps you can talk to people on anonymously and started talking to different people. When I would tell people how old I was they would stop talking to me so I would lie about how old I was, I would say I was 19 and a student at the local university. Sometimes men would turn the conversation sexual and I was a horny teen so I always let it happen.

Well one guy asked to see my nudes so I sent him a couple of pics of my boobs which were already D cups, so I looked older than I was. And he loved them. He sent me a pic of his dick and it wasn't anything crazy like huge or anything, just a nice looking medium sized dick. And I got so horny getting these pics from him. He asked what I wanted to do with it and I just said some shit about wanting to suck it. Now it's important to know that at this point I had only ever kissed a boy. Never been felt up, never done oral or hand stuff, just kissed. I was probably sounding ridiculous talking about sucking him because I had no idea what I would actually do with one. But he asked if I wanted to do it in real life?

I got so nervous I threw up lol but honestly really wanted to give a blowjob and know what it's like so I said yes. He asked if I could come over and I said no but I'll meet you at this park, which was near my house. So 15 minutes later I'm getting into this older guy's car and I realized a while ago just how not smart that was but I didn't realize then. And he leaned over and kissed me, I kissed him back and he started squeezing my boobs. It was the first time a guy had touched them and it felt better than I expected. The way he was grabbing them was turning me on. And then he put my hand on his dick over his sweatpants. I could feel how hard it was and he leaned back and said "take it out." I pulled his waistband down til it spring out and just instinctively grabbed it. I was kind of mesmerized by it and spent a minute just feeling all of it with my fingers, seeing what it felt like when I'd move my hand up and down over the head, it was so fun to play with especially because he seemed to really be enjoying it. I remember how tingly my whole body felt, like this was the most horny I'd ever been and my head felt fuzzy. He took my top off and I took my bra off and for the rest of the time at least one of his hands was on my boobs.

Then he said "suck it" and I leaned over to give what I now know was an absolutely terrible blowjob. My lips just kind of moved up and down while the head was in my mouth and I didn't use my hands out tongue at all, lol I feel bad for the guy now having that to work with. But after a couple of minutes he started jerking off while the head was in my mouth and within 10 seconds he was filling my mouth with cum. It was so much and the only way I could keep from spewing it all over his car was to swallow it so I did.

Before I got out of the car he said "you're not really 19 are you?" so I told him how old I was and he said "I shouldn't have asked" lol.

That was the first time I did that but I did it with a few more guys and eventually lost my virginity to one of them who was a lot closer to my age.