I Unsheathed Myself Mid-coitus Without Asking

I was in my first year of college when I did this. I was hooking up with this girl named Anna. She was also a freshman, a little younger than me (so 18). We'd met via mutual friends. Anna had short blonde hair and a thin face shaped kind of like a tear drop. She wore a shirts with a lot of flower designs on them and also like black skirts and sneakers. I picture her in a combination of those three things. We agreed that our relationship was no-strings attached, but I feel like she was still upset when I told her that I was also seeing another girl. This other girl and I didn't use condoms. I didn't tell Anna that part.

One night, I think it was a Thursday, we got back to my dorm room pretty late. We'd been to a couple parties and were a little drunk and high. I'd even done some coke. I put the tie on the doorknob and we didn't waste much time. We'd been making out in front of everybody at the last party anyway, so once in my room it was less making out and more me eating her out on the floor. I don't know why the floor lol. Next thing I remember, we were on my bed, me on top. I was inside her, moving steady, cock wrapped up...but all the chemical combinations going on in my brain, plus the fact that I'd recently decided I just hated condoms, combined to make me decide to withdraw and unroll the rubber. I flung it into some corner of the room. Anna saw me do this. I nudged her legs apart again and re-entered her. You should have heard her reaction. She straightened out her legs and inhaled as she did. She tightened her grip around me and her body felt tense. She'd never felt a bare cock inside her before was the impression I got.

I whispered to her that it would feel great, I promised, it would feel out of this world. She just whispered back,
"Be careful."
I asked,
"You want it rough?"
She nodded.
I'm a man of my word. I gave it to her hard. I spread her legs and held one of her feet up in the air with one hand. I moved fast and then faster. She felt wet to begin with and got gradually wetter. I was concentrating on her face all the while. Her mouth was open and she was looking at me and sometimes wincing (maybe I was ramming her cervix a little lol). At some point she was moaning a lot and I felt like cumming but still managed to hold off. I reached down and rubbed her clit while pumping back and forth. She arched her head back more and got a good deal louder and said that she was gonna cum.
I think I felt her gush a little on my balls? I felt some warm wetness on my nuts, that's for sure. I don't see how I could have hallucinated it haha.
I finally nutted and sorry folks, but I failed at being careful. I was balls deep inside this moaning, squirting blonde chick. YOU put yourself in that position and see how easy it is to pull out.

When we were finished we fell asleep. I took the wet spot. The next morning she was very love-dovey for a while. We cuddled, had sex again, had breakfast in the dining hall and actually went on something like an actual date. Saw a movie, I believe. Later on that night, I'm pretty sure I fucked the other girl I was seeing, who didn't know about Anna. I started to like the other girl better and things between Anna and I got awkward fast. After another week I broke up with her saying it felt not fun anymore and she shrugged and was like, yeah, we don't have much in common anyway. So that was that.

I did boast to all my buddies about the spontaneous unprotected sex and never wondered if Anna felt uncomfortable about it after the fact. I dunno, do you think she did?

That's my confession, thanks for reading, bye.