Attracted To My Best Friend, God Damnit

For the last few days i’ve had the worst fucking fantasies, I love my partner more than anything. But I’m planning on visiting my friend that’s in a another country and she’s been a online friend for 4 years, we used to do sex chats on call and text and her having double ds were the biggest fucking turn on, however, after I got my girlfriend, we became very chill and she’s still great.

Still a little flirty but that’s habit, I don’t know why but randomly sitting down and closing my eyes I just get visions of wanting to rail her in bed… have her suck me off and give me a nice time with her tits, god it’s all so fucking hot and I know she’d love it

but I couldn’t ever do that, I won’t. Though it’s always something that I guess will be in the back of my mind.

I had a horrible moment where I was jerking off to my best friend while on call with my partner, and cummed and felt so fucking bad lol