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Gay Stories
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Gay Male / 39
The Awakening
I think a lot of closeted gay men can relate to my struggle for acceptance then my surrender to my true nature. Never wanted to be gay and tried to repress the homosexual desires for a long time.Outwardly straight but inwardly attracted to men and cocks. Tried to live the straight life as I enjoyed the company of women and did not want to live the gay life fearing a more difficult existence. I could perform sexually with women if I pictured being with a man and enjoying his cock. I got married at 27 but by 33 after an unhappy union I was divorced.
Tried dating women for a couple years but my heart and desires were not in it.In my early 20's I had a few gay encounters with mutual oral even intercourse and while I enjoyed the sex I shied away from any longer term or steady gay partners. By 35 though the gay desires and attraction to men was daily and insistent.I was thinking about men and cock all the time. I suppose looking back I was ready to finally surrender to my gay nature at last.
I joined a divorced men's group as a support and enjoyed the weekly meetings of male camaraderie and commiserate. At the group I met another pleasant straight looking guy named John. He was a 6 ft 3 white divorced engineer around 225 pounds with a nice neat mustache and big hands. Immediately I was attracted to him and excited hearing him speak.Over a few meetings I got the courage to approach him one on one for a brief chat .John appeared very interested to hear my story further beyond what we talked about in the group and invited me for a coffee the next day. It felt exciting almost like a date which in hindsight I guess it was. John and I chatted for 2 hours in a café with no signs of wanting it to end.He wanted to talk about more private topics so I got in his car and we went for a drive as the cafe was near where I lived. He parked the car on a hill overlooking our city. John then revealed he was a gay man in the closet and needed to share his secret with someone. I told him to go on and he told me his struggles fighting his desires after his marriage ended and how he finally gave in. His eyes watered and met my own. I told him he was not alone as I had been dealing with it as well for a long time. John then slowly kissed me on the mouth which is all I needed to passionately respond. We kissed surrendering to all the desires we had talked about. After making out John gave me an amazing blowjob to orgasm and I polished his sexy cut cock the same way. This was the start of things between us. Now we go all the way in each other's beds with oral and full intercourse. I realize we both need each other's cock inside of us and surrender fully to our natures.
Tried dating women for a couple years but my heart and desires were not in it.In my early 20's I had a few gay encounters with mutual oral even intercourse and while I enjoyed the sex I shied away from any longer term or steady gay partners. By 35 though the gay desires and attraction to men was daily and insistent.I was thinking about men and cock all the time. I suppose looking back I was ready to finally surrender to my gay nature at last.
I joined a divorced men's group as a support and enjoyed the weekly meetings of male camaraderie and commiserate. At the group I met another pleasant straight looking guy named John. He was a 6 ft 3 white divorced engineer around 225 pounds with a nice neat mustache and big hands. Immediately I was attracted to him and excited hearing him speak.Over a few meetings I got the courage to approach him one on one for a brief chat .John appeared very interested to hear my story further beyond what we talked about in the group and invited me for a coffee the next day. It felt exciting almost like a date which in hindsight I guess it was. John and I chatted for 2 hours in a café with no signs of wanting it to end.He wanted to talk about more private topics so I got in his car and we went for a drive as the cafe was near where I lived. He parked the car on a hill overlooking our city. John then revealed he was a gay man in the closet and needed to share his secret with someone. I told him to go on and he told me his struggles fighting his desires after his marriage ended and how he finally gave in. His eyes watered and met my own. I told him he was not alone as I had been dealing with it as well for a long time. John then slowly kissed me on the mouth which is all I needed to passionately respond. We kissed surrendering to all the desires we had talked about. After making out John gave me an amazing blowjob to orgasm and I polished his sexy cut cock the same way. This was the start of things between us. Now we go all the way in each other's beds with oral and full intercourse. I realize we both need each other's cock inside of us and surrender fully to our natures.
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