My Secret Gay Bondage Training

I know others will look down on me for exploring and confessing my secrets.but here go’s.
I’m a normal str8 man to the rest of the world.
But i have become very kinky minded and have secretly met a gay dominant man to explore my kinkiest gay fantasies.
We chatted for some time before I confessed to him on line that I have wanted to be a kinky gay slave behind closed doors.
He has taken my body and mind to places I thought I would never be able to go.
He is always clothed and I never touch him .
But he has done so much to me.
He has tied me in so many different ways. including my favorite.from the ceiling joist of his out building.
One of the hottest times he worked with me in training he had me tied from the rafters. Nipples clamped . Ball gag strapped in my mouth.
Mirrors lined up around the room.
My ankles where spread with a bar. He teased my hard nipples. Jacked my cock. But never let me cum.
He whipped me with a cat of 9 tails. My precut poured till it went to the dirt floor.
He slapped my balls.
He pushed a vibrator into my arse and after an hour and 5 minutes I came even though he told me not to.
Then he had me lay naked over his lap and he spanked me bare handed.
It left marks for over6 days
I go back as often as I can