Back At The Bath House

I feel straight, I'm much rather get a woman naked in bed than a man. But I am in New York for a few months and I wrote about going to a gay bath house since I'd not had any luck at the bars with any women, at least not anyone I wanted to fuck. I did fuck one fat girl with a pretty face and she tried really hard to please but honestly it was just a warm, wet place to cum. I went back to her once, and got into a very very tight butthole. She didn't say anything about no anal, so I did it anyway. Only after I found it was her first time. She was wanting to really start dating and getting together. I didn't. I got so pent up and horny I went to a gay bath house. I took my turn with a guy in a swing. I stuck around, recouped and walking past an opened door into a private room, was a guy leaning over the bed with his ass on display and spread. Two guys I saw leaving and I went in and took a turn too.

I have been even busier and back home for holidays I had no time either. Quite frankly back in NYC I was thinking of escorts but they are super expensive, and I don't trust the girls on the streets. So I went back. First day coming back into the city and I was naked walking around in front of other naked men. I found a very thin, short guy with a small cock and went into his room and I fucked him. He had long brunette hair to his shoulders, wore makeup, eye makeup and lipstick. It was the closest to a woman and honestly he really moved and ground back at me. He was all-in-all a really good fuck. Not too tight but I wasn't expecting an asshole virgin either.

I really don't want to be sexual with a guy, it's just a hole to get my nut in, I feel straight not bi, but I know better. I always figured this: If you can get hard with another guy, you're bi or gay.
I guess I am really.