Choices

After years of making sure that all of my partners wore condoms Or going on the pill during relationships I let my guard down with one person I thought I could trust and it bit me. About six months ago I met a guy named Dave whom I really liked and thought I had a future with. He has been trying to extricate himself from a prior relationship that got pretty complicated so I backed away. Wehad kept in touch and I kept some hope but I am an attractive small Latina Woman who often gets attention and I’m 30 years old so I’m not waiting around forever.

I also have a friend of about 10 years named Carl. Carl has been a good friend and he’s very sweet I know that he has had a crush on me for most of that time but I am not being attracted to him really and I have just enjoyed our friendship. He always seem to respect that and we have spent a lot of time together going to concerts and hanging When I am not in a relationship. He just has always seem to be there.

So some mutual friends of ours were having a big wedding and I had hoped DAVID would be able to escort me as has happened too many times he could not get away. Carl asked me to go with him several times him and I agreed.

We went to the wedding which was in a very exclusive hotel so Carl and I shared a room to save money. It was not the first time that we had slept in the same place as we have camp together and traveled so I wasn’t at all uncomfortable. The wedding was beautiful and we had a great time dancing, sneaking outside to smoke a little weed and generally just having a lot of fun. Carl Got pretty drunk was having fun. In fact he was dancing with the same girl for quite a while and I thought they were hitting it off. Late in the evening I just found myself exhausted and sweating from all of the dancing and I found Carl and told him I was going to the room to get some rest. He was sweet and offered to go with me but I told him he should stay and see how it went with the girl.

So I’m going up to the room and despite being barely able to keep my eyes open I decided I would sleep better if I took a shower. So I took a luxurious shower in the spa like bathroom. When I came out Carl was still not back and I looked around in my luggage for a nightgown but I guess I either forgot to pack it or was just too tired to find it. I remember thinking I would just sleep in a T-shirt but then I lay down in the huge comfy bed and when I put the covers over me I was out like a light.

Sometime later, and I didn’t even hear him come in the door, I thought Carl laid down beside me and hugged me over the covers. I let him hug me for several seconds but then realized I was nude under the covers and told him that the hug was nice but he should sleep in his own bed. He said OK I just wanted to give me a big hug so I kissed him on the forehead and told him to get some rest. I heard him go into the bathroom, pee and Brush his teeth. I heard him get under his covers on his bed and almost told him to turn the bathroom light off but I guess I was just still exhausted and I fell back asleep.
Just a short time later I woke back up and realized I needed to pee and also realized that I was going to have to go into the lit bathroom naked. But, I heard Carl snoring and I thought I was safe so I tiptoed into the bathroom and peed. I turn the bathroom light off before I walked out but as I walked by Carl’s bed he grabbed my arm and pulled me down beside him. He’s a big guy and when he told me he pulled me right under the covers with him and I could tell that he was completely nude and also very aroused As I could feel his hard penis against my thigh. I asked what he was doing and he just said that I was so beautiful he needed to feel me one time. He kissed me hard on the lips and I was very hesitant when he Immediately slid a finger inside of me. I was in full ovulation so my vagina was already very sensitive and wet. I am Moaned despite myself at his touch and when I did he slid his tongue in my mouth and I just kissed him back.

I put my hand on his fairly large belly and tried to create some space to give me some time to think but he was having none of that. He moved over between my legs and mounted me and I could feel his very large penis head against my vagina lips. I finally separated my mouth and said Carl we can do this one time but you can absolutely not come inside of me. As soon as I got the words out he pushed him some fully inside of me and I gasped at his size. It did feel good despite his body weight nearly crushing me as he began to pick up the pace and fuck me harder. He was grunting loudly and telling me how sexy and beautiful and tight I was. I let myself get into it I thought I was going to come rather quickly when suddenly Carl stiffened , Lifted his head and howled. I thought to myself oh shit but I couldn’t push him off me and I felt his cock just explode.

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Sofunone

by Sofunone on Jan 4, 2023 at 11:06 AM

Sorry, I ran out of space. So I tried to push Carl off of me and I was yelling at him to pull out. I could feel his big penis pulsating as he was emptying himself inside of me. He finally rolled off of me and I jumped up and went to the bathroom and tried to pee but just saw gobs of his seed dripping out of me. I felt sick to my stomach. I went back out and yelled at him like he was sitting up in the bed crying saying he was sorry but he just couldn’t help himself. I laid down in my bed and I heard him get up and come towards me but I told him to leave me alone. Sure enough within a month I knew I was pregnant. Since that time my little belly has begun to grow and I have accepted that I am going to have a baby. Carl desperately wants to marry me and father it. I am no longer angry at him and I know he will be there for the child but I still cannot see myself in a relationship with him. David has now gotten himself out of his relationship and wants to be with me all of the time despite knowing the entire story. The big problem is that DAVID and Carl hate each other. Carl sees David as a big threat to him Which would be much worse if he knew that David and I have been having sex regularly. David thinks Carl lied and took advantage of me. I have some tough decisions to make. I am going to have the baby so I will never keep Carl out of its life unless he makes it so miserable that I have no choice. I do think it is sweet that David is a Willing to be with me and raise another man’s child but I cannot live with the animosity between them. Both have money enough to support me which I actually don’t even really need so that’s not an issue. I know this is a confession site any advice would be appreciated

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2023 at 3:23 PM

Hopefully this is the end. Way too fucking long and boring.

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Sofunone

by Sofunone on Jan 7, 2023 at 4:22 AM

There’s always a dumbf*** “Anonymous”. GFY

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2023 at 6:40 AM

Oof, that's a really tough situation.

I don't know these people, but I don't think I would trust someone that did this to me. At least from an outside point of view, it seems like he did take advantage of you, you even told him to sleep in his own bed and he ignored your boundaries.

On top of that he made you pregnant, which is an effective way to force you to be attached to him for the rest of your life. Someone that actually cares about you more than himself, would be acknowledging your feelings for David, and at least try to make an amiable relationship with him to take care of the kid.

I don't trust anyone that doesn't respect my boundaries, they will keep ignoring it over and over. He probably doesn't even realize he did anything wrong.

If your gut instinct tells you that you shouldn't be in a relationship with him, follow that and don't let yourself be manipulated, it may turn abusive further own the line.

I think the requirement for Carl to stay in your life would be a strict no-sex relationship and only for child care. If he actually cared for you and the kid, he would accept that reluctantly, while a person who just wants to bind you for selfish reasons would not.

You don't say much about David, but I also think it's a sweet gesture to be willing to raise someone else's kid, most would not.

I think communication is key, use silence and non-communication as a weapon against you, so don't accept that. Go through everything in detail and ask questions, if they get upset about it or write it off as "nagging", that's not a good relationship.

welp, that's my two cents. Sorry for the wall of text.

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