Totally Underestimated My 18 Year Old Nephew. 2

I ended up letting my 18yo nephew fuck me twice during new years day and now i'm feeling powerless to this young man with a little bit of shame added. I'm now loving it when he forced his cock in me.
My cervix is now on fire because of the size of his cock as my husband size is nowhere near his plus he eat my vagina which my husband have never done to me before.