Too Late To Change My Mind

I’m a small, lean athletic guy, 5’06”, 135 lbs who has usually dated women but found myself looking to play with men occasionally. Mostly that involved mutual masterbation or swapping head until recently. I took a job in a smaller city than what I’m used to living in and just had some more free time I was probably watching more porn than I should and have been toying with Massaging my prostrate with toys while jacking off and generally thinking about how it might feel to let another man fuck me. Chatting online and watching porn got me more and more worked up towards the idea.

Because I was in a smaller environment than usual and I didn’t know the scene I really hadn’t hooked up with any guys out of concern for anonymity, safety, etc. One day though on a gay hook up site I started chatting with a guy. He was married to a woman and said he didn’t get to play very often but occasionally she traveled and he would get out. I liked that idea because it meant he was probably clean and we exchange pictures and he seemed really into me and he looked pretty handsome and claimed he was a total top. I like playing the role of bottom online and we chatted quite a bit. Almost 2 weeks after we first started chatting I checked the site and I saw there was a message from him like an hour before that his wife was out of town. I messaged him back and started getting horny that I might have a chance to meet him but I didn’t hear back for about 20 minutes.
I saw the message pop up and eagerly read it and he asked if I wanted to get together and suck his cock. I got nervous suddenly but I said yes and he wanted to meet in a parking lot or something and do it in his car but I wasn’t comfortable with that so he suggested an adult bookstore on the west edge of town in room 7
I guess I had never been into a real adult bookstore and it just struck me is so odd there was a strange guy at the counter by the door who told me there was a five dollar entry fee but it would be discounted off any purchase. I gave him the money And walk towards the back where I saw a sign that said video rooms.
It was dark and then I walked down the hallway a couple of the rooms were open and I could see porno playing on the small screens and noticed a couple of them had holes cut in the walls between the rooms. I got to room seven which was closed and locked and I knocked lightly. The door opened and I recognized the married guy, who called himself Tom, he let me walk in and then close the door behind me. I looked at him he was tall and thin and look to be as he had described and shown in his pictures. It was very loud and I could barely hear him over the music and the audible moans of the porn films. I did hear him say that I was sexier in person. He pulled up my shirt and started rubbing my hard abdominals and I looked over and someone had stuck their cock through one of the holes. He told me not to worry about that and pulled his shorts down exposing his already hard, very big penis. He asked me if I still wanted to taste it. I replied by bending over and taking it in my mouth. I had to stretch my mouth wide but I was enjoying it and pushing it as far back into my throat as I could trying to relax and breathe through my nose to take him deeper. While I was bent over sucking him he pulled my shirt up further and pushed my sweats over my ass and begin to rub my small muscular ass cheeks. He was talking the whole time and super hard but I could not hear a word he was saying as it was so loud. He started rubbing my asshole with a middle finger and when I started to move my hips and groan into his cock he pulled his finger away. I continue to suck his cock and several seconds later I felt him rubbing his hand back over my ass crack and onto my asshole but this time his fingers were greasy with some type of lube. He slid a finger into me And I pushed back into it. He started finger fucking me and I was trying to swallow his whole dick although I could not get all the way down. And I pushed back into it. He started finger fucking me. I felt him swell and I thought he was going to come but he pushed me off of him and was saying something that I couldn’t hear it. When I looked up at him I could see him mouthing the words “Can I fuck you?” I just shook my head yes. TBC…