The New Boyfriend New Kinks

I am not that sexually experienced. I'd had three guys before this boyfriend. My first was 3 years ago. It was a boyfriend in high school, He had needs and my sister told me to satisfy him with my hand and my mouth. So for a year I did that, then when I turned 17 he wanted full on sex. He did it to me twice, I didn't enjoy it at all, and he dumped me after he got what he wanted. Then, at a campout I let a guy have sex one time, one night. I called him three days later and he blew me off saying he didn't think we were comparable. So I'd had full on sex three times, two different guys and honestly, didn't know what all the girls were raving about. I got nothing from it. Then I met Sal and he and I had sex for about 3 months then he moved away. Again, I think I just don't enjoy sex that much, as I have never found it orgasmic. My current boyfriend and I have been together about 6 months and I really enjoy it, I cum, he cums, and he will do anything as I will. Then it began.

First, at his request I would let him watch me pee in the toilet. Then standing up in the shower, even when we shower together. Now he wants to watch me do #2. He asked me to turn around on the stool and face the back so he can see it come out of me.

I really hate doing it for him, but I don't want to lose him. He's the fourth penis I've let inside me and the only one that I really enjoy having sex with. I really need him, I want him and I want to make him enjoy me as much as I enjoy him. What is next? I was never one to have anyone watch me in the toilet, I hated other girls watching me in the high school gym showers. Now I have the love of my life watching me on the toilet.