A Long Time Getting Here And It's Worth It

I grew up as an only child of a never married woman. My mother worked for the city as a clerk. Our only social life was church. In the 8th grade the church raised the funds for me to go on a mission trip to a small town in northern Mexico, about an hour from the border. The church had adopted a small church there and we took supplies and did work to help the church.

On that first trip we slept two to a room in a small motel. I slept with an older girl I'll call Leslie. Leslie got completely naked and asked me to get naked. It wasn't fair that I got to see her and I didn't let her see me. She 'helped' me get undressed until I was completely naked and she examined me from head to toe. I had never been touched, much less by a girl. She put my hand on her breasts and then on took my hand between her legs. We ended up naked on one of the beds, and she performed oral sex on me.

I spent the rest of high school and my years at college without any sexual activity. I had friends and was generally sociable and my mission trip sex seemed more like a 'story' than the real thing. After college I flipped a couple of jobs before taking a position as an entry level HR clerk at this medium sized company. The office manager showed interest in me, a coworker told me she liked girls like me, she was definitely and unapologetic lesbian.

It was a dance, I kept away from her, but I got trapped beside her at a lunch. She put her hand on my knee and asked if I had someone to love me. It was uncomfortable but things inside me went on fire. She kissed me in her car, I rode back to work with her, and she asked me if I liked the farm girl look. I didn't know, but I liked her kissing me and found out farm girls had big breasts and big hips. Like my one time on my mission trip she performed oral sex and she had a dildo she used on me bringing me to the big O. My first orgasm with another person.

I learned that shaving every day, getting my butt waxed and powdered, using dildos during sex, edible clit oils, all led to intense orgasms. The other way, on her, not so much. She called me a princess and spent a lot of time with me. She had another farm girl who wasn't turned off like me, who gave her sex the way she liked it. I was her princess the entire time I worked there.

A friend found me a job where she worked, more money and better career path. I met my forever girl there and I've taught her how I make love to her. I like her better and perform oral sex on her. I admit I like loving on her and helping her travel to Nirvana.