Indiscretions With My Son

I have been reading stories on here for a couple of years now. I have my own story too, however I never could find the words or the courage to openly acknowledge my indiscretions with my son.

Many many years back, I went through a very angry and messy divorce. I found that I had very few people to count on and trust at the time. Being a mature high schooler, my son mastered the balance between me and his father through that mess. He ended up living with me, basically for logistical reasons, but he did spend a lot of time at his dads.

So there I was, divorced and single for the first time in 20 years. I tried to date and yes, I tried to take the edge off of my sexual needs with some toys and some porn.

One night, on a night I thought my son had gone out with his friends, I laid in bed, watched son porn and took some liberties with my toy. I am not a quiet woman when I cum, so I am sure you can see where this is going. I finish my adult time and head to the bathroom - my son is in the kitchen. Stunned, shocked, embarrassed and humiliated, I asked when he got home. He said about an hour ago. I said I was home, but you were sleeping. I told him I am sorry he had to hear that.

Like a true grown up, he says mom, it is human nature. Do whatever you have to do to be happy. I started to do it more regularly, even when he was home. One night I heard him in his room doing the same thing - jerking off to porn. I could hear his hand pumping up and down on his shaft. He was pounding himself. Then he came. His whimpers of delight when he released were intoxicating to me. His use of the work fuck over and over woke up some deep rooted desire inside of me. This is wrong…and I walked back to my room, only to hear him walk into the bathroom to wash his hands.

For a couple of months this went on until one night my son comes home from a party and announces he is horny as fuck. The girl he was going to meet did not show up so he was a little frustrated. I asked how I could help - cooking him pancakes is what I had in mind - and he says unless you want to give me head, there isn’t anything you could do. The lightening bolt that hit my pussy when I heard those words was nothing less than overwhelming. After finding the words, I said well I can’t do that, only for him to say why not? Fuck! How do I answer this, led to me stammering, led to him saying come on mom. I said really Michael? Yes mom! That night I sucked my sons cock for the first time. His 20 year old cock was thick, but average length. He came hard and I swallowed, trying to give him the experience and release he thought he would get that night. This went on until he got married and it hasn’t happened since.