Lifes Desires

Years ago.I used to watch male body builders and enjoyed the competitions with very skimpy clothing they wore it accented their cocks when alone i would masterbate and cum 2 or 3 times while watching made me so horned up
I wanted badly see the competitor naked . My strong desires were to see and touch even maybe making them cum. So i guess there my homosexual desires began.
I got married to.a women at 19 years old .and stayed married for 30 years.
At 32 years old I was horny all the time and no sex with the wife i began to meet guys who would suck me to completion.
Soon i was sucking guys too. I realized how much i enjoyed sucking guys and all that goes with it. I have sucked at least 250 different mens cocks and wish it was 1000. Safe to say I love cocks . I am a cock sucker its plain to me
This is my confession i live in San Antonio
Name is Brian