Just Bored Of Same Old Same Old

We hadn’t been working for a while, and this small town and not so great of trusting friends sucks. Finally got some out of town work and I got so excited with a change of scenery and good money I couldn’t help but smile. Not to mention lately my sex drive is blah besides the odd time I get really horny like to the point of I can’t hold it back. Whether I need to use a toy or just need my boyfriends dick for a few moments, yeah that’s right only need the d not the whole blah blah blah. I got so horny one night jumping in bed he was already asleep, but I wanted sex or at least to get off really bad like do I wake him up? Do I tug on his dick a bit to get him going and wake up to me asking for sex or more like at this point I feel like I’d beg and use names to make him want to take me right then and there? I couldn’t believe how wet I started to feel through my panties thinking about being a pervert and him waking up to me groping him!!! I felt my thing get damp and slid my hand to prove to myself how bad I wanted his dick, I didn’t want to be loud and use a toy so I put my one leg over top of his legs so I could spread my thighs wider. I slid my thong to the side and rubbed my pussy as I stared at him hoping he’d wake up. I wanted to get off so bad I started fingering myself wanting him to catch me right in the act and to hear and see how wet and horny I was. Let’s just say it didn’t take long and I was cumming on my fingers, shaking the bed as I orgasmed!!! After I was done I was kinda glad my man didn’t wake up or notice it, cause it helped me feel like a sneaky, slutty feeling I felt. Should I confess another situation I did or should I stop opening up and be chill and calm and a proper woman???