Straight Male / 53
Regret - Long Read
This happened in 2004. I was 34 years old, we had just moved to a new house, and my son was 1 year old.
At the time, my department rolled up to HR. Part of my duties included providing metrics up to leadership. The person in charge of collecting the data and creating reports for leadership was an angry old troll woman. No one liked her, so when she resigned, I was a happy camper. A couple of weeks later I got a call from a female named Beth. She explained to me that she was a temp and she would be the doing the data collection. Just wanted to introduce herself and say hello. I told here I was looking forward to working with her and welcomed her the company.
In the coming weeks, we communicated every couple of days using an instant messaging tool. Strictly business at first, but eventually became very friendly and more frequent. We were messaging one day and she excused herself so that she could grab lunch. It occured to me that we had never met in person. Neither of us had any idea what the other one looked like. Our offices were in a 12 building campus and she sat in a different building. I asked her if I could join her for lunch, and she accepted.
We met at one of the cafeterias, and there was instant chemistry. She was a young 23 year old, very petite with long dark hair and a great smile. She wore glasses and looked a little bit nerdy, which I liked. Not model hot, but VERY cute. She had graduated college recently, and had been doing temp jobs while looking for a permanent position. We got along so well that we started to have lunch at least twice a week. The instant messages got kind of flirty, and eventully that led to texting. This went on for a while before things heated up.
One day, my wife went on a business trip. I picked up my son from daycare and went home for the evening routine of feeding him, bathing him, spending time with him, and putting him to bed. It was still early so I opened a beer and turned on the TV. I picked up my phone and texted Beth. Halfway joking, I told her that texting is a pain, which back then it was, and since I was all alone she should just come over and talk to me. She replied that it would not be something my wife would appreciate, to which I responded with a sad smiley. Thirty seconds later, my phone rang and it was Beth. She asked if I was serious about her coming over and I said yes. She agreed and I gave her directions. She lived with her parents about 15 minutes away. I wasn't worried about the neighbors because we hadn't met any of them to that point.
She showed up looking cute as usual. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. We went in to the family room and sat down. I could tell she was pretty nervous, so I got her a glass of wine. Eventually she relaxed, and were sitting across the room from each other having a casual conversation. We talked about her dating life and how she hates the bar scene. She lamented that every great guy she meets, is already taken. I didn't know how to react, so I excused myself and went to the bathroom. When I came back to the family room, I sat down next to her. I put my arm around her and asked her if there is any guy in particular that she wants but is already taken. Nothing was said, we just kissed. As it got more passionate, she got on top of me. I suggested we go down stairs to the basement, because no windows. As soon as we got to the bottom of the stairs I ripped her clothes off. She was so sexy. Perfect little tits, perfect ass, and the prettiest pussy I have ever seen. So tasty too. I sat her down on the couch and took my time with my tongue buried beteween her legs. I came up to kiss her and she asked me to make love to her. I slid it inside her SLOWLY, partly because she was so tight and partly because I was savoring the moment. As I make love to her, we stared at each other and kissed passionately. It was a night I'll never forget. She left after 2 am.
After that, we were as inseparable as we could be. Lunch almost every day. constant messaging, sneaking off campus to fuck in the car, blowjobs at restaurant parking lots. We were basically in a relationship. In time, she became demanding and started to ask for weekends. I tried to keep her happy but eventually I could not. It was a strange feeling. I cared about her A LOT. But the love for my wife and son and the sadness I felt at the thought of losing them, far outweighed everything else. So I broke her heart and ended it.
It wasn't long after that she asked her temp agency for another assingnment. We kept in touch after she moved on to another company and some years later she met a guy that she married.
My behavior did not improve after that, at all. I continued to act like a dirtball for many years. Affairs, one night stands, bar hookups durning work trips. You name it. I'm not proud if it. But I am very glad that I changed my ways and come out of it with my life intact. I am however sad that I broke her heart. She did not deserve it.
At the time, my department rolled up to HR. Part of my duties included providing metrics up to leadership. The person in charge of collecting the data and creating reports for leadership was an angry old troll woman. No one liked her, so when she resigned, I was a happy camper. A couple of weeks later I got a call from a female named Beth. She explained to me that she was a temp and she would be the doing the data collection. Just wanted to introduce herself and say hello. I told here I was looking forward to working with her and welcomed her the company.
In the coming weeks, we communicated every couple of days using an instant messaging tool. Strictly business at first, but eventually became very friendly and more frequent. We were messaging one day and she excused herself so that she could grab lunch. It occured to me that we had never met in person. Neither of us had any idea what the other one looked like. Our offices were in a 12 building campus and she sat in a different building. I asked her if I could join her for lunch, and she accepted.
We met at one of the cafeterias, and there was instant chemistry. She was a young 23 year old, very petite with long dark hair and a great smile. She wore glasses and looked a little bit nerdy, which I liked. Not model hot, but VERY cute. She had graduated college recently, and had been doing temp jobs while looking for a permanent position. We got along so well that we started to have lunch at least twice a week. The instant messages got kind of flirty, and eventully that led to texting. This went on for a while before things heated up.
One day, my wife went on a business trip. I picked up my son from daycare and went home for the evening routine of feeding him, bathing him, spending time with him, and putting him to bed. It was still early so I opened a beer and turned on the TV. I picked up my phone and texted Beth. Halfway joking, I told her that texting is a pain, which back then it was, and since I was all alone she should just come over and talk to me. She replied that it would not be something my wife would appreciate, to which I responded with a sad smiley. Thirty seconds later, my phone rang and it was Beth. She asked if I was serious about her coming over and I said yes. She agreed and I gave her directions. She lived with her parents about 15 minutes away. I wasn't worried about the neighbors because we hadn't met any of them to that point.
She showed up looking cute as usual. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. We went in to the family room and sat down. I could tell she was pretty nervous, so I got her a glass of wine. Eventually she relaxed, and were sitting across the room from each other having a casual conversation. We talked about her dating life and how she hates the bar scene. She lamented that every great guy she meets, is already taken. I didn't know how to react, so I excused myself and went to the bathroom. When I came back to the family room, I sat down next to her. I put my arm around her and asked her if there is any guy in particular that she wants but is already taken. Nothing was said, we just kissed. As it got more passionate, she got on top of me. I suggested we go down stairs to the basement, because no windows. As soon as we got to the bottom of the stairs I ripped her clothes off. She was so sexy. Perfect little tits, perfect ass, and the prettiest pussy I have ever seen. So tasty too. I sat her down on the couch and took my time with my tongue buried beteween her legs. I came up to kiss her and she asked me to make love to her. I slid it inside her SLOWLY, partly because she was so tight and partly because I was savoring the moment. As I make love to her, we stared at each other and kissed passionately. It was a night I'll never forget. She left after 2 am.
After that, we were as inseparable as we could be. Lunch almost every day. constant messaging, sneaking off campus to fuck in the car, blowjobs at restaurant parking lots. We were basically in a relationship. In time, she became demanding and started to ask for weekends. I tried to keep her happy but eventually I could not. It was a strange feeling. I cared about her A LOT. But the love for my wife and son and the sadness I felt at the thought of losing them, far outweighed everything else. So I broke her heart and ended it.
It wasn't long after that she asked her temp agency for another assingnment. We kept in touch after she moved on to another company and some years later she met a guy that she married.
My behavior did not improve after that, at all. I continued to act like a dirtball for many years. Affairs, one night stands, bar hookups durning work trips. You name it. I'm not proud if it. But I am very glad that I changed my ways and come out of it with my life intact. I am however sad that I broke her heart. She did not deserve it.
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