Desire Several Times A Day To Cum

Over the past few years, it comes and goes from me wanting a lot of sex or just 1 a day. Most days it's been at least 2 orgasms sometimes up to 5 or 8 like lately again. I think my horniest time was in my teens and 20s I could literally bang hard masturbating my pillow or whatever and go at it for hour and get in a lot of orgasms in that time til I was burnt out say by the 9th one or 11th. sometimes as many as 21 orgasms in an hour or so just masturbating. I could work out why no men liked me. I believed I was worthy of many a nice quality man. I would dream of weddings in castles and being the prettiest bride and having the sexiest wedding night. Of course, for me there was always this wanting sex quick in a relationship that annoys me when men don't deliver it or go to heavy and rough with it.

I still haven't found my goldie locks zone , closest was getting into some money and getting a new big house made me so horny and sex driven I crave it wildly, and I was all alone for so long , I just want a nice man who I find sexually desiring and loveable, fuck able. who will date me. take me to the beach and do normal natural things like walking and social and having a baby. I feel like this has to be some joke that men are so mentally unable to understand and give me what I want when I want it.

and i am still alone.