First Ejaculation Part 1

When I was 13 I started playing with being outside naked in my yard when no one else in my family was home, which was ridiculously risky as we lived on a corner lot, and while the yard was mostly behind the house, I could easily be seen from either street or sidewalk, or from neighbors' yards. I kept alert for cars or people coming near, but I had some strange illusion of invulnerability or invisibility, feeling no one would care what a kid would do. I was getting erections frequently, and enjoyed pressing my hard penis against the grass, trees, walls, or the tire swing hanging from one large backyard tree. I would sometimes sit on that swing, pressing my groin against the back edge of the tire so my penis would stick out behind me, and then bounce the swing back and forth so I would feel the oscillation in my pelvis and my penis. I would get strange feelings doing this, almost like an out of body or hallucinatory experience, feeling the world was strange and unreal in ways I couldn't describe but enjoyed like a kind of ecstatic dream.

One day I was doing this and suddenly I heard a door open. Our next-door neighbor Linda, a dark-hair and thin woman in her late 20s or perhaps 30 who I think was a teacher (but not at any school I would go to) was standing outside her door starting straight at me. I freaked out. I ran inside across the 20 feet of the lawn, my hard dick bouncing under me, and dived inside. Once there I panicked and still didn't know what to do. Finally I peeked out a window curtain, and saw her still standing on her back yard steps staring straight at the now-still tire swing. She made no sign that she knew I was watching her, but I felt so guilty over what I had done, so embarrassed and and ashamed that I had recklessly exposed myself in front of her. It was like I had somehow frozen her to stone with my crazy exhibitionism. My penis was still rock-hard this whole time, and I then felt what I thought was a sudden need to urinate and jumped onto the nearest toilet. But instead of pee my penis kept bouncing and pulsing under me, and finally some strange yellow-white gobs started pouring out. I'm not even sure I can say it felt good, it was just so strange and unexpected, and there was so much of it I didn't know what to do but wait several minutes for it to finish. I must have finally realized that this was semen, and I just had my first orgasm, but it was nothing like later ones. It felt literally like just emptying some tubes, not a rush of intense pleasure.

I wiped myself with tissue several times until I was convinced that there was no more, and finally my erection must have subsided. At some point I must have looked out the window again and saw that Linda had gone back in.

I was mortified by the thought that she would turn me in, to my parents or worse, but I never heard any sign of that; my parents might not have condemned me, but they surely would have had "a talk" with me if they had known, but never asked for this. Later I at least once saw my mother and Linda talk about something neutral outside, and a few months later Linda asked me through my parents to mow her lawn, which she regularly saw me do at our house. I did so on a particularly hot day, and her yard was thickly overgrown so it took a lot of passes with the mower, and I got pretty sweaty doing it, possibly even removing my shirt.
For a while when she did this she was also sunbathing in the yard, lying back on a three-fold deck chair, and doubtless watching me while I did my work. When I was done I knocked on her door to report, and she went inside and got out my agreed fee. Nothing else happened, nor would I have dared wanted to or tried to do anything else, but I certainly fantasized about the possibilities later. I wonder if she did too, thinking about that young hung man she saw fleeing across the lawn, though she surely didn't know that her presence triggered my first and most unexpected orgasm.

I later learned to ejaculate on regular swing sets, again by sitting back on the seat so my penis and balls could hang out behind and under me while my pelvis pressed against the edge. Of course, I tried harder to hide this, and usually sought to do this in the early morning or late evening in places no one was around and ideally when it was dark, and kept my shorts on but sliding my genitals out the side and under me. An elementary school swing a couple blocks away was partly protected from an alley by a thin line of trees and a chain fence, so I felt somewhat protected there, though this too may have been an illusion. I came several times on that seat, facing the school with my dick pointing to the alley, leaning back and forth to build up speed and height until I felt ready to cum and then just gripping the chain and holding still while I felt my cum spew out of my penis, marking the ground under me, as well as (usually) the back of my shorts.