Dormant Feelings Brought Back To Life

After I was laid off during the pandemic I took in a roommate to help with the bills. He was a man who was divorced, like me, and was trying to get a consulting business going. He was hard up for cash and we agreed on a half rent situation, actually I had never rented out a room before. He was quiet enough and kept to himself, spending hours trying to get his web site going, working on a blog, coming out for his shower. I had the rest of the apartment.

One night I said that we should catch a flick, something old, out of the forties or fifties. So we watched an old black and white movie of the late thirties with Cary Grant. He told me he had read that he was gay. Talk about ruining the movie. After a while, in silence, he asked out loud 'I wonder if he was hung, like cock sucking hung'. I had to answer 'what do you mean, he wasn't gay and that's nothing but Hollywood hype'.

He listed all the straight, but really gay, actors. And qualified each one of worth having sex with. He went on to tell me that most of those were sissy types, liked having their bell rung. Like Rock Hudson. He played the part, but he like having dick up his ass. I didn't ask him how he knew. I just looked at him. And he said in the most matter of fact voice 'I'm gay, but you knew that didn't you?' No, I didn't. But thanks for pointing it out.

The silence was deafening, I had to ask. 'What kind of gay are you, the one that get's his bell rung or the one that does the work?' 'I could go either way, like for you, I would want to make you squeal and ask why haven't I done this before'. And to make it worse, he said, 'here let me give your cock a good sucking, I promise you will like it'. And with that, he leaned over on the couch and grabbed my cock in my pants and got it out of my pants and sucked me until I was squirting all over.

'Now then, how about a fuck'. He got up and went to his room and came out with a condom and some 'lube' and got out of his clothes and lubed up his cock and stroked it and told me it was time I met God and to go lean over the kitchen table and he lubed me up with is finger and I saw God as he owned me and fucked me until he came. 'Now are you a believer?' He asked.

It was only then that I confessed to him that back in college days I sucked cock and my roommate rode me and I saw God. I'm not gay I said. It's just the pandemic, being shut in like this, but yes I liked it a lot and I wanted to suck his cock. It came over me, really, prior to watching the movie I had not thought about it, but him sucking me cock got me in the mood.

He was a kisser of sorts, morning kiss after brushing his teeth. A little cock sucking to get things going, some back washing in the shower, some bending over, some lying on the bed with a pillow under me and having him give me religion. There was no going both ways with him, he went one way and I was the object of his passion.

The pandemic ended and people got back to normal, and his blog and consulting made a little more money, and I went back to work in my office. But not without a kiss in the morning, not without showering together, not without a buttful of cum. We don't use condoms any more, and he is not versatile at all. I wonder which of the those old actors he favors, it's hard to tell with actors, you never know what they were really like when they were holding another man's penis in the their hand.