Back In The Dating Scene After 20 Years

I’ve been a widow since I was 40. My husband passed away from testicular cancer. I raised our two daughters by myself. Didn’t want to bring a new man in too soon. But the lack of sex definitely sucked!

Fast forward to now. I’ve been seeing a guy for a few months and he’s great. Officially gave my first bj in 20 years the end of last month. What a workout! Not used to giving a bj anymore so it will take me a few times to get the hang of it. And I totally forgot what cum tasted like! But boy do I miss dick!

I was also surprised to find this guy has no pubes! I didn’t know guys shaved. My husband also was natural and so was I. But in the last 15 years I’ve been trimming mine in the summer usually. Then this past weekend when my daughter asked how dating was going I told her he shaves. My daughter laughed and said some guys do. Then my daughter admitted she preferred guys shaved down there.

I’ve yet to have sex with this guy I’m seeing but I’m surly wanting too. So yesterday I shaved my pubes off. My first time being bald down there! Feels so good surprisingly.

So tonight when I see him I’m definitely going to give him a bj and then ride his dick. I’m craving dick so bad. A dildo isn’t cutting it anymore. Both my daughters are out living on their own so there should be no worries of us getting walked in on.

Though I haven’t bought condoms in years.