In These Matters Wife Outranks Mistress

When I met and became pregnant by my husband, he had a work wife. I know men have work wives but I was too young to see clearly. She was not only his office work wife, she was his nite time work wife, and a prospective mother of children for him. Between the two of us he kissed her more deeply, he made love to her more deeply, he laid beside me aching to hold her. And yes once he married me because I was pregnant she went down the baby route too.

So she came first. But he married me. Sitting at a table watching her walk in, all glowing with her baby belly, he kisses her with true passion, he kisses her, his woman. During lunch they hold hands, eye each other, her nickname is Baby, my nickname is sweetheart. Baby is more intimate.

It is so bad that I asked him if he wanted her beside him. Yes. Hug her to sleep. Yes. Whisper Baby I love you. Yes. He loves her.

Do I give up. No. I am his wife. Maybe she can visit on weekends. She's pretty big right now, don't think he's climbing on her right now. He can hug her to sleep. Not because he needs to hug her, because right now she needs to be hugged.