Today Was This An Hallucination Or Spiritual Experience?

I could hear bed a sex sound like either a squeaky kids swing set or seesaw or trampoline or some pump exercise machine hydraulic or something that circulates or rotary wheel sounds or like springs pumping and loud moaning of a woman from what sounded like over the road in a sexual act. I couldn't help myself but touch myself because I do often this time of the day.
I was so horny and thinking about doing the daily masturbation while everyone was out anyway. But i am wondering if this couple or the wife is having an affair and she wants me to hear and be part of some threesome or get her child into the sexual games as well. cus the little kid is out on the swings when they are inside fucking loud during the day and at night they are loud as well but today the acoustics were wild and I almost felt like I was becoming her and I was frantically finger fucking myself wet and horny clit and looking at dozens of men and then felt strange. I can still hear her . She either sounds like she is having the most hardest orgasm or a baby or bleeding to death in pain. Has anyone else come across this before feeling like posession and sexual powerful feelings and haunted passionate sexual feelings and arrousal ? or their neighbors doing multiple sexual events all at the same time up and down the street? write in if so and what happened ? was there any strange ghosty like experiences, sexual changes or physical and behavioral around you or in you?

I feel curious and sexually turned on but also sickened and disgusted and I don't know what to feel as I worry for my mental health and think am I imagining the loud sex and moaning or is it a ghost or is it a stereo of porn up loud or what? the moaning is incredible theatric from her.

I am single and desperate still looking for a man and hate this really and want better love and health and body.

any advice write in