From Pushing Me Around To Pushing Me Down

I always thought i was a pretty straight guy but i've always been weak and smaller than other guys. i look feminine and i don't even have body hair. it's always made me feel self-conscious and there is this guy i know who used to always push me around and kind of bully me and calling me a faggot. although he never really hurt me, just kinda pushed me around and toyed with me just because he could as he is big and strong and i was confused about why i found him kinda charming even though he always insulted me.

one day one of his mates pushed me hard and i fell down and he got very mad at his friend and actually checked up on me if i was hurt. the truth is he pushed me so hard in the chest i was coughing and choking. my charming bully helped me up and surprisingly brought me to a nice quiet spot and looked after me.

while there i asked him why he's suddenly treating me nicely and he looked so flustered he actually boldly said he doesn't really have anything against me and that he actually thinks i'm very cute.. and that he likes me but pretends to bully me and call me names just so his mates don't find out that he actually has a thing for me. yes my bully never hurt me because he actually had a crush on me. i was stunned for a while and i think i turned red from that confession. my heart beat so damn fast but eventually i got closer to him and kissed him on the cheek. he faced me, grabbed both my arms firmly and started kissing me on the lips.. then with his tongue. we were french kissing pretty passionately

that was 4 months ago. now we're secretly dating because his reputation matters to him and i want to keep him happy. he still pretends to bully me and calls me names but it doesn't affect me as we made an agreement together. the truth is that he is a very sweet boyfriend and he made me discover that i am actually bi and so he tops me and i'm the bottom in the relationship. he encouraged me to be more feminine and girly with him which i do.. and it's very fun and feels natural to me. we have lots of hot kinky sex regularly and i enjoy sucking his cock.. something i didn't know i would enjoy before dating him. i'm addicted to him and all our hot sex