Gay Male / 36
My First And Second Seductions
Some backstory, I went off to college a virgin. I had no sexual experiences, not even kissing. I was an introvert, a decent enough student, a homebody and didn't participate in outdoor or sports activities. I never had a girlfriend. During my first semester I went to a movie alone one night during the week, the auditorium was pretty empty as it was not a popular movie.
A man came and sat next to me, and the next thing I know he is rubbing my leg with his hand and then he puts his arm around my chair. He put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me to him and started kissing me, first on the face and then the lips. I was too scared to do anything. He reached over with his other hand to grab me and start felling me up. He let out his penis which was already hard and pulled my face down and using his hand lined his penis up with my mouth until I opened my mouth and he held my head while I sucked him. I got excited and he had to hold me back and took me outside with him to his car where he sucked me and placing me in the right position penetrated me and completed himself.
I went back to my dorm room walking slowly, not sure as to what had just happened. I lay on my bed for hours thinking of the whole event, from the moment he sat beside me until he pulled out and I felt a cold wetness over my ass. I leaked all night, not a lot, just enough that I was constantly having to dry myself with my underwear. I masturbated the next morning, and the visions of him kissing me in the movie theatre and later fucking me brought me to the most intense orgasm I had ever had.
For the rest of my time at college I masturbated two or three times a day, always remembering that night at the movies. I finished college and got a job working for tractor dealership in their finance department. I had to wear a tie, but not a suit, the pay was reasonable but not great, but they did offer insurance. From my family's point of view I had a good job. A shift foreman stopped by to say hello when I was there, and sometimes he brought in his coffee to sit and chat with me. He was the only one who paid attention to me, the rest of the staff was polite but distant. One evening, it was getting on closing time and he invited me to join him for Mexican food.
We went to quiet restaurant and we talked and he reminded me that he was divorced and lived alone and invited me to come over and see his place. His apartment was neat enough, but not a home, no pictures on the wall, nothing on the side tables, the bathroom had one towel. I noticed things like that. In his bedroom he asked me if I wanted to kiss. Hey, we're alone aren't we, and he came up to me and kissed me. He held me when he kissed me, I didn't know where to put my hands, hanging by my side. He kissed me some more, this time holding my face, and then grabbing my crotch with his hand. I did what I did back in college, I just let him do what he wanted, I didn't stop him or talk. The more he kissed me the easier it was for him to put me on the bed.
This time it wasn't in a car, and he undressed me and himself and we were totally naked kissing and he was holding my penis in his hand. He bent down and kissed and put it in his mouth and used his tongue while he sucked me. His penis was hard, and he took my hand and put it on his penis and I grabbed it. That's when I surrendered completely and we ended up having sex like I did that day I went to the movies. But this time I enjoyed it, I didn't want him to let go of me, I wanted to feel him against my back. After a few minutes, not that long, he got aroused again and we had sex again, this time longer and slower and deeper. This time I answered him and told him I liked it. This time I let him kiss me for real, he turned me over onto my back, and he got between my legs and finished fucking me like that.
Now I had no doubt, I wanted to be naked with him, and feel him naked beside me. I wanted to hold his penis, and I wanted to suck his penis. I wanted him to kiss me.
I was gay, and both times I had sex was with older men. And for all the time that has passed that pattern has continued. I find older men much more attractive, I prefer their company and I like being naked with an older man. I always give myself to him, I am oral and want to kiss and I like holding his penis and giving him oral sex. I haven't told anyone, other than the men I have sex with. I'm just getting older and I tell my parents and friends I just can't find a girl that suits me.
A man came and sat next to me, and the next thing I know he is rubbing my leg with his hand and then he puts his arm around my chair. He put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me to him and started kissing me, first on the face and then the lips. I was too scared to do anything. He reached over with his other hand to grab me and start felling me up. He let out his penis which was already hard and pulled my face down and using his hand lined his penis up with my mouth until I opened my mouth and he held my head while I sucked him. I got excited and he had to hold me back and took me outside with him to his car where he sucked me and placing me in the right position penetrated me and completed himself.
I went back to my dorm room walking slowly, not sure as to what had just happened. I lay on my bed for hours thinking of the whole event, from the moment he sat beside me until he pulled out and I felt a cold wetness over my ass. I leaked all night, not a lot, just enough that I was constantly having to dry myself with my underwear. I masturbated the next morning, and the visions of him kissing me in the movie theatre and later fucking me brought me to the most intense orgasm I had ever had.
For the rest of my time at college I masturbated two or three times a day, always remembering that night at the movies. I finished college and got a job working for tractor dealership in their finance department. I had to wear a tie, but not a suit, the pay was reasonable but not great, but they did offer insurance. From my family's point of view I had a good job. A shift foreman stopped by to say hello when I was there, and sometimes he brought in his coffee to sit and chat with me. He was the only one who paid attention to me, the rest of the staff was polite but distant. One evening, it was getting on closing time and he invited me to join him for Mexican food.
We went to quiet restaurant and we talked and he reminded me that he was divorced and lived alone and invited me to come over and see his place. His apartment was neat enough, but not a home, no pictures on the wall, nothing on the side tables, the bathroom had one towel. I noticed things like that. In his bedroom he asked me if I wanted to kiss. Hey, we're alone aren't we, and he came up to me and kissed me. He held me when he kissed me, I didn't know where to put my hands, hanging by my side. He kissed me some more, this time holding my face, and then grabbing my crotch with his hand. I did what I did back in college, I just let him do what he wanted, I didn't stop him or talk. The more he kissed me the easier it was for him to put me on the bed.
This time it wasn't in a car, and he undressed me and himself and we were totally naked kissing and he was holding my penis in his hand. He bent down and kissed and put it in his mouth and used his tongue while he sucked me. His penis was hard, and he took my hand and put it on his penis and I grabbed it. That's when I surrendered completely and we ended up having sex like I did that day I went to the movies. But this time I enjoyed it, I didn't want him to let go of me, I wanted to feel him against my back. After a few minutes, not that long, he got aroused again and we had sex again, this time longer and slower and deeper. This time I answered him and told him I liked it. This time I let him kiss me for real, he turned me over onto my back, and he got between my legs and finished fucking me like that.
Now I had no doubt, I wanted to be naked with him, and feel him naked beside me. I wanted to hold his penis, and I wanted to suck his penis. I wanted him to kiss me.
I was gay, and both times I had sex was with older men. And for all the time that has passed that pattern has continued. I find older men much more attractive, I prefer their company and I like being naked with an older man. I always give myself to him, I am oral and want to kiss and I like holding his penis and giving him oral sex. I haven't told anyone, other than the men I have sex with. I'm just getting older and I tell my parents and friends I just can't find a girl that suits me.
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