I Think I Liked Wetting Myself

When I was little I think I liked wetting myself. Something about holding it in so long you can’t help it, I think I liked it in some weird way. I remember my brother having friends over and I couldn’t hold myself back. I got the idea to pee in my grey sweat pants but only a little so that it would show through only if I opened my legs. It was a secret. I didn’t want my brother to notice I peed myself cause that was embarrassing but I wanted his friends to see and I don’t know why, so I did that. I sat off to the side while they played video games and then I opened my legs. One of them did notice and asked my brother if I had been potty trained. He said yeah and was also weirded out by one of his friends asking that. I loved it. I don’t know why and I still don’t. Maybe I was just a weird kid, wouldn’t surprise me.