My Little Kink

My family were comfortable with nudity; I recall my mother and two older sisters walking around in partial or total nudity at home in front of my father and older brother. On holiday, my sisters and mother sunbathed topless, and my brother and I would be nude on the beach until we reached puberty. My mother made me cover up for several years, she said that when a lady blossomed, it should be done privately. I wasn’t allowed to sunbathe topless until my mid-teens, which angered me as I wanted to be the same as my sisters and mother.

We were in Ibiza when my mother agreed I could go topless; I was thrilled; it was at this point I discovered some truths about myself. I can recall getting to the busy beach and finding a spot with my family, I made myself comfortable and then took my top off. I wasn’t as big as my sisters, probably a B cup then, but I had very puffy puberty nipples. I can clearly remember being so conscious that I had my breasts displayed to men other than my brother and dad. Several boys and men looked at me, and I was very aroused. I can still remember my heart racing when I knew I was being looked at, or rather my breasts were being inspected by male eyes. This is the first time I creamed myself. I had heard girls talk about the phenomena, but I was amazed. I could feel the warm, growing wetness in my sex; it was wonderful. As a teenager, I didn’t masturbate much, but on that holiday, I touched myself several times a day.

As an adult, I still get turned on sunbathing topless; knowing I’m being looked at by male eyes other than my husband's still turns me on. I convinced hubby to go on a nude bathing terrace at a hotel in the Canary Islands; he wasn’t keen but knew my kink. I was checked out several times, and having my total nude body on display for an hour led to the most debauched sex of my life. I reached such a sexual high it was this holiday that I let my hubby cum in my mouth for the first time.